"What the fuck just happened?" I asked myself yet again, my eyes still glued to the door from which Sofia had disappeared.
It all felt surreal. One minute she was this close to signing the document and the next she was dashing out of here like the last forty minutes didn't happen.
I didn't know what to make of the whole thing. As rare as diamonds, was this moment that I didn't know what to do?
That seldom happens, being clueless as to what to do, I mean. None of it made sense, I knew she wanted this. She was kinda desperate for it in fact, so why the sudden change?
What could have prompted her to desert her dream, her very purpose in life as if none of it ever mattered?
"Could it be the marriage?" I wondered out loud. It could have been it. It sure sounded like it. But why throw away my gift of choice for the curse of being roped together with someone she probably hated?