The world outside was nothing like Damien had imagined. The sky was a permanent shade of sickly gray, choked by ash and dust. The ground was littered with the twisted remnants of a world that had once thrived—shattered buildings, rusted vehicles, and skeletal trees that reached toward the sky like pleading hands. The wind carried the stench of decay, and the air tasted of metal and rot.
Damien stood at the entrance of the bunker, his father's last resting place hidden below the earth. He clenched his fists, feeling the sharp sting of nails digging into his palms. "It's not as beautiful as I thought it would be," he muttered bitterly, eyes scanning the desolate landscape. "Or maybe it's because I've lost the only person who made this world seem bearable... I don't know."
His jaw tightened as he forced himself to look away. "I need to know what really happened... why Father did what he did." The questions gnawed at him, a relentless itch that demanded answers. He turned back toward the bunker, the cold, metallic door now feeling more like a gateway to the truth than a prison.
As Damien descended the familiar steps, the stale air greeted him like an old adversary. The walls felt narrower, the rooms emptier. His father's lab—once the center of Damien's brutal training—now seemed to pulse with memories he wasn't ready to face. But there was something he hadn't noticed before, tucked away on a shelf behind a row of dusty alchemical tools: a small, battered diary.
The cover was worn and stained, its pages yellowed with age, yet it exuded an aura of sincerity and raw emotion that felt almost out of place in this grim environment. Damien picked it up gingerly, as if afraid it would crumble in his hands. "This… could this be Father's diary?" he whispered, feeling a strange mix of dread and anticipation. His father had always been a man of few words; whatever was in this diary had to be deeply personal, maybe even the key to understanding everything.
"Father, for the sake of my future… I will read this," Damien said softly, his voice tinged with determination. "If I don't understand the truth, I'll be held back by doubt." With that, he opened the first page, his eyes scanning the neat, cramped handwriting that belonged to the man he thought he knew.
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Day 1: Today, Damien's mother died bringing him into this world. I don't know if I can ever forgive myself for what happened. She was everything to me, and now she's gone. I have to keep going, for Damien's sake. I must protect him, no matter the cost.
Damien's hands trembled as he read the words. The pain in those sentences was palpable, a heavy weight that pressed down on him. His father had never spoken about his mother. To see these words—raw, unfiltered—was like opening a wound he didn't know he had. Tears welled up in his eyes, but he forced himself to keep reading. He needed to know.
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Day 128: The world is getting worse. The fallout from the meteor and the nuclear war have twisted everything. Monsters roam the land, and those who survived are either desperate or dangerous. I've heard rumors of people willing to make deals with demonic entities to gain power. I've seen one myself… a man who sold his soul for strength. I could never do that. But I need power… I need something to keep Damien safe. I can't lose him too.
Damien's tears fell freely now. His father's fears, his regrets—they were laid bare in every line. But as Damien turned the pages, the narrative shifted. His father's entries became more frantic, more desperate. He wrote about finding something—an ancient, forbidden text that promised the power he sought. He described rituals, warnings of dire consequences, but also hope.
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Day 321: I've found a way. I didn't want this, but it's the only option. The deal isn't what I expected. It's not a surrender of my soul, but a… loan, of sorts. Power in exchange for something precious. The demon promises I'll have the strength to protect Damien until he's ready, until he can survive on his own. But there's a price… always a price. I have to give it my all to keep the demon in check. But it's worth it. For Damien, it's worth anything.
Damien's breath hitched. His father hadn't given himself to the demon willingly; he had fought to maintain control, to keep Damien safe for as long as possible. The possession wasn't total until the very end. That was why his father had trained him so ruthlessly—to prepare him for the day when he could no longer be there to protect him.
When Damien turned to the last page, his heart stopped. The entry was different, less frantic and more precise, as if it had been carefully planned. It wasn't just a final note; it was a roadmap, a detailed guide for Damien's survival. It outlined everything: how to build alliances, what creatures to avoid, and which areas of the world were the safest to traverse. And more than that, it included techniques for honing his abilities, ways to push his physical and mental limits beyond what he thought possible.
Final Entry: Damien, if you're reading this, it means my time is up. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you the way I wanted, and I'm sorry for every harsh word and every brutal lesson. You are stronger than you know. You don't just have to survive, you can live—truly live—in this broken world. Don't just be my legacy. Be your own. Find your own path, your own reason. This world doesn't deserve you, but you deserve to see it all, to conquer it, to make it yours. Live, Damien. Live fully, and without fear. That's all I ever wanted for you.
Damien stared at the page, his vision blurring as his tears dried. His father had seen a future for him that went beyond mere survival. Despite everything, despite the pain and the darkness, his father had never stopped believing in him.
Damien closed the diary, holding it tightly to his chest. "I won't just survive, Father," he whispered, his voice filled with newfound resolve. "I'll live. I'll find out everything about this world, and I'll make it my own. No one and nothing will ever stand in my way."
He looked around the bunker one last time, taking in the training rooms, the laboratory, and all the cruel tools that had shaped him into what he was. But he felt no anger anymore, only a fierce determination to honor his father's sacrifice in the only way he knew how: by living on his own terms.
Damien strapped his gear, grabbed the few supplies he needed, and walked toward the bunker's exit. The door loomed before him, the final barrier between the past and the uncertain future. He hesitated for a moment, then pushed it open. The sunlight was harsh, but Damien didn't flinch. He stepped out into the ruined world with a purpose, no longer just the boy from the bunker but someone ready to take control of his destiny.
His father had given him the tools to survive, but now, Damien would forge his own path, driven by a promise to himself—to not just exist in the ashes of the old world but to rise above them, stronger than any demon, unbroken by any loss. The journey ahead was unknown, but Damien was no longer afraid. The world was his to conquer, and he would live every moment fiercely, fully, and without regret.