Chrisnah Shely Perez has it all—a loving family, a close-knit group of friends, and a life of privilege. Despite her perfect world, she's never been spoiled; instead, she's kind-hearted, beautiful, and true to herself. Chrisnah is a lesbian, content with her circle of friends, and has no interest in romantic relationships. But her peaceful world is turned upside down when she meets Michael Gabriel Dela Fuente, a charming and bubbly new student who is, unexpectedly, a gay guy. 

Michael’s difficult upbringing couldn’t be more different from Chrisnah’s. Raised by a single father after being abandoned by his mother, Michael’s life has been a struggle. Yet, he’s determined to rise above his past. Even though he's confident in his identity as a gay man, his encounters with Chrisnah start to stir something in him—something that challenges both of them.

As they grow closer, their bond deepens into an unexpected romance that defies expectations and social norms. But just when it seems like they’ve conquered every obstacle, fate throws them a devastating curveball. Michael has been secretly battling a congenital heart disease his entire life, and now, his health is rapidly deteriorating. Chrisnah clings to hope, pushing Michael towards a life-saving heart transplant. 

But will love and faith be enough to overcome this ultimate test? Can Chrisnah share the life-changing news she’s been holding back, or is it already too late for their happily ever after?

She's He. He's She.

I flung my hair onto the sofa as I entered my room, my feet dragging as if they were weighted by lead. Collapsing onto my bed, I stared at the ceiling, feeling the familiar ache of frustration simmering beneath the surface. 


I’m irritated. Really, really irritated. 


I’ll say it again until it’s etched into the walls of my mind. But why? Watching Michael and Dianne chat animatedly earlier, I felt something twist inside me—a sharp, unwelcome sensation. My blood simmered with a mix of confusion and anger, my thoughts racing. 


How did those two get so close? Dianne's laughter rang through my ears like a haunting melody—so infectious, so full of life. She threw her head back, exposing her gums in that wide, gleaming smile, and it made my heart clench. And there was Michael, that gay dinosaur, grinning like a fool beside her. Why did he have to smile so much? 


CHAPTER 18