Failure And Salvation

Entry #131 — Disappointment

``IT'S NO USE! IT'S NO FUCKING USE!

I can't! I just can't seem to keep them ALIVE!

I don't know what the FUCK I'm doing wrong!

I've tried everything! EVERYTHING!``

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Entry #134 — Soul Density

``I've come to realize something.

Awakened have different levels of potential.

I used to wonder why.

Why could I only ascend to [B-rank], while my childhood friend — the boy I grew up with like a brother… the boy who betrayed me — could reach [S-rank]?

Why can't everyone continue developing their Origin Cards infinitely?

Why can't we just keep absorbing Essence and leveling up our souls?

Now I know.