INTRODUCTION

"Why doesn't this guy not talk to anyone in class?"

"I know right,Talk about being a stuck up."

"He's kinda cute too tho, what a waste."

"What's the point of being Good looking when he doesn't even converse with anyone."

"I don't know, looking at him makes me wanna devour him so badly."

"Girl, that's creepy and your mouth's drooling so please stop. If anyone sees you they'll fine a sexual harassment case against you. So please stop."

The girl drooling was Nanamin Kotarou, She had blond hair, Piercings on her ears. Had her buttons opened and only wore a t-shirt.

She's got the hots for the guy sitting next to me. His name is Rintarou Shinada and he's the most popular dude going around this school full of babes and baddies.

He has black hair and blue eyes, a perfect Hero material with the perfectly shaped face and body.

The girl who's telling kotarou san to stop drolling is Airi Koto, she's one of the most popular girls in the class.

She has black hair and Green eyes and she's perfect in every way and form.

and the guy who's rudely eavesdropping on their Convo is me, Kazuma Yakisho I'm currently, 15 years and a high school First year student.

I sit right beside Rintarou and across from Kotarou and Koto. Koto is my childhood friend.

But, sadly she no longer talks to me. We have grown pretty distant after an incident where i confessed my love to her and she unfortunately rejected me.

I get the feeling that Koto actually likes Rintarou just like Kotarou does.

Well, who wouldn't. If i was a girl, he'd definitely be in the list of people i'd like.

Welp since i'm not a girl than obviously i wouldn't like him. I don't swing that way.

Anyway, Right now Kotarou is trying to talk to Rintarou and Rintarou is busy ignoring her.

Which made Kotarou angry and tried to hit him but koto stopped her from doing that.

It's like I'm in a comic book.

"Hmm?"

Suddenly i felt a surge of pain course through my Head and i felt like i was going to vomit my intestines out.

So i ran towards the corridors and ran towards the sink in the bathroon

*Blgh*

I vomited like a whole year's worth of food was inside me.

...

I came back to the class and sat back down. It seems like no one noticed it, or rather nobody cared.

It's because i have a bad reputation of confessing to my childhood crush. The thing is, i confessed to her at the beginning of middle school final year, she rejected me.

She also had eyes that suggested that i'd betrayed her, i thought it might have been just me but, that wasn't the case.

Since than she hasn't really talked with a lot of boys, there is also a reputation of her just outright cursing at dudes that appear before her.

The worst part was that because of her behaviour a lot of women started hating her, i knew that the reason why she didn't talk much with any of the dudes was because i'd confessed to her.

This in turn resulted in her hating and distrusting men and not getting too close to them.

It's understandable though, in our prospective it's different. We would be happy that someone liked us but it's not the same for them.

For them, a friend is only a friend and nothing else, so it probably felt like shit for her when she thought that the only reason i was friends with her was for my own benefit.

I say this on internet, and soon regretted doing this, i realised that i shouldn't have confessed to her.

Welp in the end it doesn't even matter i suppose, but seeing that a lot of girls hated her for her behaviour, i couldn't take it...

Especially since she was pretty famous and popular among guys and girls.

So i spread a rumour about the fact that her childhood friend confessed to her and that's why she distrusts men. This resulted in my current situation.

I was completely isolated and almost treated as non existent entity, if it weren't for her stopping my expulsion, it'd have been bad.

I still think about what my parents had to bare from both the Teachers and her parents, who were shocked that something like this happened. 

Shit went to the highest degree when her father asked that i get expelled at once but she stopped it saying she didn't want my life to go down the drain.

I never thought a simple rumour that i put on social media would cause such a huge stir, i was almost treated like a Rap'st.

While i don't regret half of it because of the fact that she's very popular among the girls now, the only thing that makes me feel like i shouldn't have done this is because of the fact that i made my parents bow down to someone and apologise. 

Even after going through something like this they still didn't scold or say bad things about me.

They actually wanted me and Koto to end up together after highschool, they didn't know something like that had happened.

All of this happened just because i liked her and told her about it? 

I'd much rather die than fall in love again and on that day i vowed to myself that no matter what, i'll join the army and make my family proud.

Even if it means giving up my life on the battlefield, i was ready for it.

That's the only way i can make my parents feel proud of me and make themselves raise their head high again.

I've been studying for the Army exam since a while now while keeping up with my studies.

It's hard but it ain't that bad.

Right now, i just wanna Sleep after vomiting like that.