Chapter 5: You Can't Ruin Yourself

"Ah..."

Before Su Mei could react, she was pinned down by a sturdy body!

Chen Ziyang towered above her, his burning gaze fixed tightly on Su Mei.

That look in his eyes was as if he wanted to devour Su Mei whole.

Their bodies were completely joined together, Su Mei could feel Chen Ziyang's firm chest, and Chen Ziyang could equally experience her soft warmth.

Su Mei dared not look directly into Chen Ziyang's eyes and turned her head away with a blush on her face.

I must be crazy.

What am I even saying?

"Sister, I... can I really do this?"

Chen Ziyang whispered into Su Mei's ear, his voice soft.

His scorching breath made every nerve in Su Mei's body more sensitive.

She realized she was wet again.

Seeing that Su Mei didn't respond, Chen Ziyang gathered his courage and reached for Su Mei's towering peaks.

So soft.

So full.

Although Chen Ziyang had already seen them, observing from a distance could not compare to being in the thick of it.

Su Mei closed her eyes, a look of resignation on her face, as she bit her tender lip but couldn't help emitting a series of dreamy moans.

Chen Ziyang swallowed hard and, steeling his heart, took off his pants!

Su Mei couldn't help but steal a glance.

At that look, Su Mei's eyes went wide.

Can I really handle that?

Su Mei's heartbeat quickened, facing that fierce instrument with both fear and anticipation in her heart.

"Sister, I'm coming."

Chen Ziyang grew more excited as the dragon had now arrived at the doorstep.

But just as he was about to enter the secret place for an exploration, the telephone beside the bed suddenly rang.

"Ziyang, my phone is ringing..."

That ringtone pulled back some of Su Mei's senses, and she suddenly pushed Chen Ziyang away.

Chen Ziyang had no desire to pay attention to the phone. Su Mei's soft hands were pushing against his chest, but she couldn't push him away.

"Ziyang, let me answer the phone first, okay?"

Su Mei pleaded somewhat.

Chen Ziyang couldn't bear to see her look so pitiful and reluctantly withdrew his hands from the softness.

Su Mei hurriedly got up and picked up the phone by the bed.

Upon seeing the caller ID, Su Mei was slightly taken aback, then answered the call.

"Dad."

Chen Ziyang also froze for a moment, releasing Su Mei's body and looking at her somewhat nervously.

"Mei, has Ziyang arrived at your place?"

The caller was Su Mei's father, Su Dayong.

"Ah, he has..."

Su Mei sounded like a child caught in wrongdoing, her answer tinged with guilt.

"He's made it to your house, eh? That's good, that's good! It's his first time traveling far, and your mom and I were quite worried!"

Su Dayong clearly sounded relieved: "You are his sister, even though you two aren't blood-related, but your mom and I have always treated him as our son. You, as his sister, must take good care of him!"

Su Mei and Chen Ziyang exchanged a look, their expressions complicated.

"Once Ziyang finds a job in the county, you should see if there's a suitable girl around to match him with. That would set my mind at ease."

Su Dayong continued: "Ziyang is a straightforward and sincere kid. You should help him find a good girl when the time comes. She doesn't have to be very beautiful, just clean and decent, and don't let him get tricked by some shady woman!"

At these words, Su Mei's complexion immediately stiffened.

"Did you hear what your dad said?"

Seeing that Su Mei hadn't replied, Su Dayong began to get anxious.

"Dad, I know. Don't worry, I will definitely find a clean girl for Ziyang."

Su Mei spoke softly.

In her eyes, there was an unmistakable look of loss.

"Okay, then go and help Ziyang get settled! It's getting late, have Ziyang go to bed early."

After hanging up, Su Mei placed the phone back on the bedside table.

"Sister..."

Chen Ziyang had also heard the conversation between the two, but he didn't think much of it. Right now, there was only one thought on his mind.

Chen Ziyang wrapped his arms around Su Mei's willowy waist, intending to flip her back under him, but Su Mei braced her hands against his chest.

"Ziyang, we can't do this."

Chen Ziyang was stunned.

With all her strength, Su Mei pushed Chen Ziyang away and covered her delicate body with the quilt, "Sister… can't degrade herself for you."

"Sister, what are you talking about?"

Chen Ziyang didn't understand.

Su Mei's eyes were slightly red, "Sister has been divorced."

Chen Ziyang felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

He had no idea that Su Mei had ever been married.

Even Su Dayong might not know about it.

"When did this happen?"

"Ziyang, let's not talk about this."

While Su Mei didn't wish to bring up the past, she extended her hands to cradle Chen Ziyang's face, saying earnestly, "Sister just wants to tell you, I am not pure anymore, you should find a clean and pure girl! I'm not worthy of you…"

"Su Mei! What are you talking about? In my heart, you are the purest and most chaste woman!"

Chen Ziyang remembered how Su Mei used to be in the village, her every smile and frown like a pristine goddess, "Sister! I don't care whether you've been divorced or not! Really! I like you! And I want to have you right now!"

"No!"

This time, Su Mei was surprisingly resolute, "We almost made a terrible mistake just now! Thank goodness, Dad's phone call reminded me! Ziyang, don't worry, Sister will definitely find you a nice wife, someone prettier and cleaner than me."

Chen Ziyang was dazed.

He was on the verge of possessing the Su Mei of his dreams.

Moreover, Chen Ziyang's excitement had not yet subsided.

Su Mei noticed Chen Ziyang's condition and once again a look of compassion crossed her eyes.

"Ziyang, if you promise Sister that you won't think about her anymore and instead find a good girl, Sister... will use my hands to help you today."

"Sister, I don't want to…"

"What? Do you disdain Sister because I'm dirty? You think even my hands are not worthy?"

"No, no! How could I possibly disdain you, Su Mei?"

Chen Ziyang explained hastily.

But before he had finished speaking, he found his manhood enveloped by a soft tenderness.

The feeling instantly made Chen Ziyang's entire body cells jubilant.

Although Chen Ziyang had also 'communicated' with his right hand on regular days, the sensation of self-love couldn't compare to what he was feeling now!

"Uh..."

Chen Ziyang even let out an involuntary low moan.

Seeing that it seemed to relieve Chen Ziyang's pain and that he appeared quite comfortable, Su Mei also felt a sense of relief.

"Consider it as if you've agreed, then!"

Su Mei's wrist began to move, each stroke sending shivers up Chen Ziyang's spine.

After twenty minutes or so, Su Mei's wrist was sore, but there was still no sign that Chen Ziyang was close to climaxing.

Neither of them spoke, the room filled only with squelching noises.

"Sister, may I touch you?"

Chen Ziyang gazed eagerly at Su Mei's peaks.

Su Mei blushed and said nothing.

Seeing Su Mei's tacit consent, Chen Ziyang boldly scaled those peaks.

Finally, after another ten minutes of various stimuli, Chen Ziyang's face turned crimson, and he let out a low growl!

Su Mei watched as several arcs of white light shot toward her, instinctively closing her eyes, and soon, warmth spread across her face!

The fierce velocity stung her skin.

Su Mei was dumbstruck.

From such a distance, there was still so much force?

If that had entered the secret place, wouldn't it have turned everything inside upside down?

"Sister, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."

Chen Ziyang was worried Su Mei would be angry and quickly explained.

But just as Su Mei was about to console him, the sound of a door opening came from outside.

Soon after, a woman's voice appeared outside the door.

"Mei, are you asleep?"