No, she thought, her jaw clenching.
I'm stronger than this. I won't be beaten by my own plan.
She had always prided herself on her willpower. Her beauty, her cunning, her endurance—these were the traits that had gotten her this far in life. The aphrodisiac might be winning over her body, but she refused to let it claim her mind. The more the warmth twisted through her, the more she fought it. Estella wouldn't allow herself to lose control. Not now. Not when so much was at stake.