CH 4 : KAEDE'S REGRET

after going back to my class, Hana didn't bother me much but she looked concern, sorry about that Hana and don't blame me for this, blame your face, I know you like me but you don't look as sexy as my family members, if you looked more beautiful, I would have fucked you in the school already

Ichiro doesn't seem to be okay today, maybe because of the incident happened few days ago with an unknown girl, but he was normal in the morning, then what can be the reason ?

Is he afraid of me, no no no how can he afraid of me, he is my bestfriend and he likes me, maybe he needs sometime to recover, so I will leave him alone today

***

" school life in this world isn't too bad "

after school ended I noticed that some girl's were looking at me with the same gaze that i used to look at them in my world, while others tried to show their ' gantle ' personality in hope so that I will notice them, but I don't really care whatever they do, because I choose my target only who are beautiful

" I wonder who will I meet first "

I stopped at the school gate in hope of meeting kaede or hinako but I really don't care which one comes here first, as long as they bend that's what matters,

" hinako let's go home together "

I saw hinako with red cheeks walking towards school gate while her head was down, not meeting my gaze as if afraid of looking at me,

" she is just like any shy girl in my world "

I wonder why is she like this even though this world has reversed chastity but then again, I guess she is just like shy and timid boy from my world who is even afraid to fart in public,

but my attention quickly shifted to kaede who was walking just behind her with same uniform as hinako but she looked completely different, because she was not simple looking like hinako,

she had dark red lips, abnormal fair white skin, that was making her face pale, with black long hair touching her skirt, not to forget her charm of 14 year old girl, while she was wearing black stockings, as soon I saw her, my heart skipped a beat

" now this is what I call goddess "

Danm even in my world she wasn't this sexy, after seeing an actual goddess, my little brother started wake, so I quickly put my bag infront of me,

but after I did that hinako suddenly raised her head, looked at me with red face and ran away, danm can't the wind blow little more today,

" why did she ran ? "

I just said that infront of kaede so she doesn't misunderstood, that we also had a fight just like her, I mean kinda

" kaede I wanted to talk today with you "

" what do you want to talk "

Danm kaede I thought you would be afraid to even talk to me given your privious behaviour of avoiding me,

" I want to make up for our relationship "

I deliberately said something like this

" what relationship are you talking about "

Wow didn't expect her to be smart

" I am talking about our privious relationship "

I didn't want to say brother sister relationship, because I want manipulate her

" why do you want that now "

I can't believe she is really smart, she directly said why do you want that now, like saying why didn't you agreed that night

" kaede I am sorry that I ignored you previously but can you talk to me from now on "

" ok then we can walk together again "

Is there something wrong or is it my imagination, I thought she would be guilty and apologies to me but she is acting like nothing actually happened and even asking me to walk together,

are my memories correct, she wasn't this smart, if she was then she shouldn't have done that like a idiot, is this the glow up after rejection ?

she even reversed the talk, and from the outsiders perspective it seems that I am the one who did something wrong, and is trying to make up,

" yes we can, and we will always "

Anyway I don't care, given the inteligent of her, and the way she talked, she should have understood my meaning, and want to bent down own her own, well that makes things easy

***

I looked at my brother walking by my side, and I was quiet suprised that even after not apologizing for the horrible thing I tried to do with him, he didn't seem to be afraid

Before coming here, I was surprised when big sister rushed in my class saying that he wants to talk to me, but I was afraid, how to face a brother who's dick I tried to suck,

so I quickly rejected but big sister didn't agree and started to nag me, saying things like ichiro is really good, he wants to make our relationship normal

But I suddenly got angry after hearing that, make our relationship normal ? , really, he ignored me like I didn't exist, whenever I go infront him he doesn't even try to talk,

can't he understand that I am sorry for what I did and I am just embarrassed to say anything and I know that it was my fault but I am just 14 year old girl that is going through puberty, if ichiro really didn't wanted he could have said to me that night too, but no he has to scream

Remembering past when ichiro suddenly started screaming and I tried stop him, I was getting angry but I suddenly remembered the ichiro's face when he tried to save me from mother and big sister,

And after thinking about it, ichiro didn't seem do anything bad like leaking this matter, or going to police, and I know If he did say a word I will definitely be in jail, but he didn't do,

maybe he really didn't know that was me, and if he knew he would have just scolded me, saying that I shouldn't do this again and everything would have been ok,

maybe I misunderstood him in my lust thinking he would agree, but that seemed to be only my desire, so I should meet him to see did he really forgive me

but I wanted to confirm myself without bringing past, did ichiro really forgive me, so I talked like nothing happened, and started to act high but when ichiro agreed to my word's and said

" yes we can, and we will always "

I suddenly felt guilt like how can I tried to do something out of lust to my angel like brother, I wanted to cry and ask for forgiveness but there were many people so I thought I would ask when people are not around,

because if I did it here they will know, and it's not because of my reputation but for my brother who himself is involved, I don't want people to point fingers at him, because of my foolishness

" oni Chan I want to talk to you in private "

" kaede you do understand our talk huh "

" yes "

Wow she really said now, sorry kaede if you can't walk home today, but it's your fault for asking sex in the middle of road, and I was already hard, and wanted to fuck her

And she herself agreed to do in open so kaede isn't a problem, but where can I find quite place,

" neesan I have a place can you come with me "

I hearing that my mood was overjoyed and I started to follow her and saw a alleyway that was silent with no houses around, surrounded by tree's, wow you really found a perfect place, and you really want to have sex here in open, what if someone comes here and sees us, but I think it's her fetish

" ok kaede do you want me to act like gantle or be myself "

" umm what "

What is ichiro talking about gantle, myself, is he saying that should he act gantle or stay his true self, maybe he needs my permission to be more comfortable again

" I mean if you choose myself then I am into forced so can you act like you are being forced into this "

" ? "

Forced, what do you mean, are you forced, did mom forced you to come here and talk to me, and what do you mean by act like I am being forced do you mean I should act we are normal,

for a moment I felt very bad, all I was thinking of myself, because I didn't considered his feelings and now he is here forced to talk to me, and I have to agree too, because mom may have said something so that he will not reject to come here, but I was really sorry like he came here because he was forced, but this was also my chance to make relationship normal

Perfect she should start to apologise now, and Just as she will bend, I will not let her walk home by her legs

" I am sorry about everything I done, can you please give me a chance, I am really sorry about t.. "

" now "