Chapter 6

I come out panting from a nightmare. My vision was blurry and my head was spinning. 'what the hell was wrong with me' I had this awful dream where I was falling and no one would save me...Sounds pitiful right?...A Queen having nightmares when she has everything she wants right?

Well sometimes I wish I wasn't the Queen, I only did it for my family...otherwise I wouldn't. My mother was getting older and wanted to travel with my father but didn't want to feel like she was abandoning her kingdom. So I volunteered to fill her role so she can achieve her dreams as she wished... 

Sometimes I feel like my mother is selfish...always wanting what she wants and when. I tried to confront my father about it recently but he shuts the conversation down and tells me it is nothing. He says he wants her happy no matter how expensive or difficult the matter is. My father always spoiled her...but parts of me feel like he does it to make my mother stay with him...

She has threatened to leave him before and my father believed her. He bought my mother her own vacation home in Dubai so she wouldn't leave him. It's insane what people do for love...sadly my mother doesn't feel that for my father...