"Ethan! We've got another one up by the old market!"
Ethan Hale didn't even look up from what he was doing—hosing down the charred remains of a small trash fire behind the village bakery—as Antonio, one of the younger guys in the fire brigade, ran up. Antonio was still new, still had that nervous energy of someone who hadn't been broken in yet, his uniform a little too clean, his face a little too pale. Ethan had been him once, fresh-faced, hopeful. That was a long time ago.
"I'll finish here," Ethan said, voice as calm as the sea after a storm. "Go help Marco with the hoses."
Antonio hesitated for a second—just long enough for Ethan to shoot him a look that said, move—then turned and bolted back toward the truck. Ethan took his time wrapping up, letting the weight of the hose pull his shoulders back into place. There was something comforting about the work, the rhythm of it. He could almost lose himself in the methodical way the hose coiled, heavy and solid in his hands. It kept his mind where it needed to be: here, in the present, not wandering back to places he didn't want to go.
The call had come in early, just as the sun was painting the sky in gold and pink hues. Some tourist had let a stray cigarette butt fall into a pile of paper outside the bakery, and before you knew it, flames were licking at the back wall like a hungry dog. It wasn't serious—nothing like that. They'd gotten there fast enough to stop any real damage. But it didn't matter. A fire was a fire.
Ethan had learned that the hard way.
By the time he made his way up to the old market, Antonio and Marco had it under control. Just some old wiring gone bad, sparking behind a stall that hadn't been used in years. They'd doused the flames in minutes, and the tourists—always so eager for a little drama in their otherwise peaceful vacation—had already started wandering off, cameras and phones lowered. Just another close call in a town full of them.
"Good work," Ethan muttered as he passed by Marco, clapping him on the shoulder. Marco grinned—one of those wide, boyish grins that always made it seem like the world was just a game to him. But Ethan knew better. You could grin all you wanted. Sooner or later, the fire always found you.
And when it did, it didn't leave you the same.
Ethan Hale wasn't a hero. Not really. He was just a man doing his job. That's what he told himself every morning when he laced up his boots, pulled on the uniform that had started to fray around the edges, and set out for another day in Amalfi's sun-soaked streets. The locals liked to call him "The Silent Hero," but the truth was, they didn't know him. Not the real him.
They didn't know about the nights he spent wide awake, staring at the ceiling of his tiny apartment, wondering if he'd ever get the smell of smoke out of his skin. They didn't know about the nightmares, the ones that took him right back to that night—the one he could never outrun.
They didn't know about his brother.
Ethan finished up his shift and made his way back to his apartment. The sun was already starting to set, casting long shadows across the narrow streets, but the heat of the day clung to the air like a weight. His apartment wasn't much to look at—a modest place tucked away at the edge of town, close enough to the water that the salt air seeped in through the cracks in the window frames. But it was quiet, and it was his. That's all that mattered.
He let himself in, kicking off his boots by the door, and headed straight for the kitchen. The fridge hummed when he opened it, the light flickering in a way that told him he'd probably have to call someone to fix it soon. He grabbed a beer and twisted off the cap, taking a long, slow drink as he leaned against the counter.
The apartment was dark, the kind of dark that felt almost alive, like it was waiting for him to acknowledge it. But he didn't. He knew what was waiting for him if he did.
Instead, he grabbed the small box from the top shelf of his closet and brought it to the kitchen table. He hesitated for a second, fingers brushing the worn edges of the cardboard, before lifting the lid.
Inside were the photos.
Ethan didn't take many pictures these days. Not since... well, not since. But these, he couldn't throw away. Wouldn't. There was too much of his brother in them, too much of what he'd lost. And what kind of man forgets his own brother?
He lifted one of the pictures out of the box, the corners soft from years of handling. It was from a summer long ago—back when life still made sense. His brother, Nate, was grinning up at the camera, his arm slung around Ethan's shoulders, a cigarette hanging from his mouth like he thought it made him look older. They were standing outside the old Hale farmhouse, the sun setting behind them. It was one of the last good days they'd had before everything went to hell.
Ethan let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding and set the photo down. The others were all the same—snapshots of a life that wasn't his anymore. Nate in front of the fire station, his helmet tucked under his arm, looking so goddamn proud. Nate at the family barbecue, flipping burgers like he'd been born to do it. Nate, laughing.
And then there was the last one. The one Ethan never looked at for too long. It was a candid shot, taken by one of the guys on the crew during a fire safety demonstration for the local elementary school. Nate had been explaining something to a group of kids, his face lit up with that same stupid grin, always so full of life, always so sure of himself. And then, two days later... he was gone.
Ethan still remembered the way the fire had roared through the house—how the heat had been so intense it felt like it was peeling the skin off his bones. He remembered the way the smoke had choked the air, thick and black, turning everything to ash before his eyes. He remembered the way Nate had been trapped inside, how the roof had collapsed before they could get to him.
And he remembered the silence after it was over—the awful, heavy silence that followed the fire. The silence that still followed him, even now.
He didn't know how long he'd been sitting there, staring at the photos, when his phone buzzed on the table. Ethan blinked, as if waking from a dream, and glanced at the screen.
It was a message from Marco. Something about meeting up for drinks later, about needing to blow off some steam after the day's excitement. Ethan thumbed a quick reply—"Maybe next time"—and tossed the phone back onto the table.
He wasn't in the mood for company. Not tonight.
Ethan got up from the table and moved to the window, pushing it open to let in the cool evening air. Outside, the world was still spinning. The stars were coming out, one by one, dotting the sky like distant fires. Below, the streets of Amalfi were quieting down, the tourists retreating to their hotels, the locals gathering for late dinners and quiet conversations.
And here he was, alone in his apartment, just like always.
He thought about Mia for a moment—about the way she'd looked at him in the marketplace, her camera clicking away like she was trying to capture something she couldn't quite name. She had that look about her, the kind of person who was always searching for something, even if she didn't know what it was. Ethan had been like that once. Always searching. Always reaching.
Not anymore.
He closed the window and pulled the curtains shut, blocking out the night. Then he walked back to the kitchen, grabbed the box of photos, and shoved it back into the closet where it belonged.
Out of sight, out of mind.
That's what he told himself, anyway.
When Ethan finally crawled into bed that night, the apartment was as quiet as ever. Too quiet, maybe. The kind of quiet that made your thoughts louder than they had any right to be. He lay there, staring at the ceiling, his body heavy with exhaustion but his mind wide awake.
He hadn't been able to save Nate. That was the truth of it. No matter how many fires he put out, no matter how many lives he saved, it didn't change the fact that when it had really mattered—when it had been his brother on the line—he hadn't been enough.
That's why he kept everything so controlled now. Why he never let anything slip. Because if he did—if he let even one thing go—he might never be able to put it back together again.
He rolled over, closing his eyes against the darkness, but the memories were always there, just beneath the surface. The smell of smoke, the crackling of flames, the sound of Nate's voice calling out, and then... nothing.
He didn't know if he'd ever find peace. Didn't know if he even deserved it.
But the truth was, he was tired. Tired of carrying the weight of it all, tired of pretending like he wasn't.
And as he lay there, staring into the darkness, Ethan wondered if maybe, just maybe, it was time to stop running.
Or maybe—just maybe—he'd been running for so long that he didn't know how to stop.