Am I A Monster

I still had never realised what the green flame on the top part of the core was. I watched it from up close but sadly there was nothing I could even closely compare it to. I tried touching the flames but nothing physical had any effect on it at all.

I spread my will onto it, just a little bit though, when my will came into contact with it, my will just suddenly vanished, completely disappearing.

‘It has something to do with will then,’ I thought to myself in the realization of their link.

Using a tonne of will, I spread the will around the flames of the orb, When it closed in on the flame, I was hit by a sudden cluster of thoughts that were not mine, they seemed to have been those of the spider which the core came from, the more my will went round it the more of its memories I gained. Once all the green flame was almost over, the remaining flames of it formed an ethereal outline of the spider before I had killed it.