Chapter 18

I get up and get dressed quietly hoping I don't wake up Christian. I need to get the hell out of here...If he wakes up, it won't end well...

I am already embarrassed sleeping with him and I was about to get married last night! Thank god I didn't, if there is any time to thank ace it would be now for not marrying me last night.

I am about to walk towards the door until I feel a hand grab my wrist. "C-Christian!?" I scream. "Where are you going?..." he ask as his eyes follow on my body. 

I couldn't even look him in the eye's and tell him the truth.

"Christian what happened was-" I begin as I try to get out of his grip...fuck he is to strong.

"Don't say a mistake...anything but that just don't fucking say it" he growls and his grip tightens.

I bite down on my lip scared and worried...Did he like it? Was he not taking advantage of me?...So many thoughts crossed my mind but only one remains. Does he love me?...

"Christian?.... do you?" I start but he cuts me off again

"Don't even ask that, we both know the answer Hailey..." he said while looking away and I swear hearing him say my name like that stinged...

The thing is I wasn't sure what was the right answer anymore, him looking away gave me false hope and the fact I can't read his expression anymore makes me fill with anxiety.

"I-I don't know..." I trail off and say mumbling.