Alisia found herself glancing at her phone more than usual that afternoon. It had been a long day of securing systems, running penetration tests, and trying to shake off the strange feeling that had been lingering since their arrival at Adronis Heights. After what felt like hours staring at code, she finally finished her tasks for the day and headed to a small café near her hotel to clear her mind. She had planned to meet Ethan here—a casual invitation he had extended earlier in the week.
When she arrived, Ethan was already seated in a cozy corner, sipping a coffee and staring out the window. He looked different from the confident, almost aloof persona she'd seen before. Today, he seemed... tired, maybe even lonely.
"Hey, glad you could make it," he said, his smile genuine but softer than usual. He gestured for her to sit across from him.
"Yeah, I needed a break," Alisia admitted, sliding into the chair. She tried not to feel awkward, but something about the setting—the warm light, the quiet background chatter—made the atmosphere between them feel more intimate than she had expected.
"How's the work going?" he asked, his tone light but genuinely curious.
Alisia sighed. "It's... intense. They're running us through all these security tests, but it feels more like an exam than an actual project. And everything's so vague."
Ethan nodded, his gaze still distant. "Yeah, that's how some of these high-profile gigs are. A lot of layers, a lot of secrets. You just have to push through it."
His voice carried a certain weight, as if he knew more than he was letting on. But instead of prying, Alisia found herself caught up in the moment, strangely comforted by his presence. There was something grounding about him today, something almost vulnerable. She wasn't used to seeing him like this.
"Is everything okay with you?" she asked, the question slipping out before she could stop herself.
Ethan blinked, clearly not expecting the question. He chuckled, but it didn't reach his eyes. "You know, I've been thinking a lot about life recently. Work's always been a focus, but sometimes... it's just not enough, you know? The more I get ahead, the lonelier it feels." He swirled his coffee cup, avoiding her gaze for a moment before finally looking up.
Alisia felt her heart skip a beat. She wasn't sure what to say. There was an unexpected softness to Ethan today, a kind of quiet sadness that made him seem more human than she had ever seen. And, somehow, she found herself wanting to ease that loneliness.
"Yeah, I get that," Alisia said softly, surprising herself with her honesty. "I think I've been doing the same thing. Throwing myself into work, into school... to avoid other stuff."
Ethan smiled, a small, almost sad smile. "It's hard to admit, isn't it? That all this ambition sometimes just leaves us... empty."
They sat in comfortable silence for a few moments. Alisia took a sip of her tea, glancing over at Ethan every now and then. His gaze was thoughtful, his usual charm replaced with something more genuine.
For the first time, he seemed like more than just the perfect, confident guy she had known him to be. He seemed real, flawed—someone who, despite everything, was struggling in his own way. And as the conversation moved on, she found herself wanting to know more about him, to understand what was really going on beneath the surface.
As the evening went on, the conversation became lighter again. They joked about work, exchanged stories about their awkward teenage years, and even talked about their favorite movies. It felt easy, comfortable, and before long, Alisia was laughing, something she hadn't done in a while.
But as the night drew on, something shifted. Ethan leaned forward, his elbows resting on the table, and for a brief moment, their eyes locked. There was a look in his eyes, something intense, that made Alisia's breath catch.
"You know," he said quietly, his voice lower now, "there's something about you, Alisia. Something different. I don't meet people like you often."
Alisia's heart began to race. She wasn't used to compliments like this, and especially not from someone like Ethan. Her mind scrambled for something to say, but her thoughts were a mess. Did he mean it? Was this just the charm she had seen before, or was this... something more?
Before she could respond, Ethan reached across the table, lightly brushing her hand. The touch was brief but electrifying, and it left her reeling. Her mind screamed at her to get a grip, but her heart was starting to betray her.
Ethan smiled again, his eyes soft. "I'm glad we're spending time together."
Alisia felt her cheeks heat up, and she quickly pulled her hand away, nervously tucking her hair behind her ear. "Yeah," she muttered, her voice sounding embarrassingly small. "Me too."
What was she doing? This wasn't like her at all. She had barely known Ethan for long, and yet, here she was, letting her heart race over a simple compliment. She was letting her guard down, and that wasn't something she did easily.
Ethan leaned back in his chair, looking more relaxed than ever. "I needed this," he admitted. "Just... talking. It's nice."
Alisia nodded, though her mind was still in turmoil. What was she thinking? This was Ethan. Smart, charming, successful Ethan. He was completely out of her league, and yet, here she was, feeling things she hadn't allowed herself to feel in a long time.
As the night came to a close, Ethan walked her to her car, the conversation still light, but Alisia's thoughts were anything but. Her mind was racing, her emotions a jumbled mess, and the feeling of his hand brushing hers still lingered like a spark that refused to fade.
"Thanks for tonight," Alisia said, her voice steady despite the chaos inside her.
Ethan smiled that same soft smile. "Anytime. We should do this again."
As he turned to leave, Alisia stood there for a moment, staring after him. What was she doing? She had always been careful, always guarded. But tonight, something had changed. She wasn't sure if it was him, or her, or just the way the evening had unfolded. But she couldn't deny the pull she felt toward him.
She sat in her car for a few minutes, trying to gather her thoughts. Her mind kept replaying the moments from the café—his smile, the way he looked at her, the way her heart had raced in ways she hadn't expected.
"What am I thinking?" she muttered to herself, shaking her head as she started the engine. This wasn't the time for distractions, and yet, here she was, letting herself get caught up in something she wasn't ready for.
As she drove home, her thoughts were a confusing blend of excitement, fear, and something else she couldn't quite name. For the first time in a long while, she felt... something. But whether it was a good thing or something that would complicate her life even further, she wasn't sure.
And that uncertainty terrified her.