"I had explained everything but he still blames me, I told him the situation we were in, but he never listened and believed me, everyone felt like it was my fault, nothing I explained could exonerate me from that debt, so I just decided to go quiet and all this time I have been staying in the school vicinity and whenever it's time for the holidays I go over to my mother's maternal family as the only grandma who lives there... I just no longer feel like I'm amongst that family, and I already came to terms with it! And I treat them the same way, I don't care, and neither do I know what they are up to." She had long disconnected herself and greatly detached herself emotionally from that family.