Change in my self

Wan pov**

But I love you.. I'm saying that she shut the door its hurt why I feel pain in my chest like I lose something important.It's being one week Elisha don't talk to me I go in university and hangout with friends.but she never talk to me I even try to talk to her but she listen and don't say anything.its being 3 weeks its me so much I try to ignore her to but I can't all the girls in university talking about her she so handsome no doubt she and play with any beautiful girl. but what's hurt more is she talk to other girls and even smile but don't want to ans me.this time I realize It's changing my self It's lowing my attitude and make me sad day by day.is that love so why its sad..after university me and Elisha in the way to coming back.when 2 car cross our way and start firing Elisha jum from her sit and hug me to cover its a month I can't see her that close her scent its a dangerous situation but I feel safe and thanks to God its buliet prove car.but after sometime the firing stop our car is all massedup Elisha call for backup wan its first time she call by my name Elisha I hold her shirt tightly I'm sorry Elisha hug me tightly and said don't worry I don't let them touch you.ok after I get out of car the back gate and run to your university ok no I don't want to leave you I love you I start crying and I don't know when I start crying. Please don't leave me talk to me fight with me but please don't be like that.wan it's not time for that ok.. Say that she open the car gate and surrender her self to them and I know they going to kill her.I don't think anything and run after her and hug her don't do anything to her I'm wan kill me but don't touch her Elisha cover my face and give me cover.one man with gun come near hay! stop their we can talk ok on give us that girl and we don't do you any thing no they talking when Elisha hold her gun and shoot them she shoot 3 in line but their are 2 more she cover me and push me a side but I going to cover her but one shoot in my side she run to cover me but the bullet straight get in her chest.it's feel like everything is over she laydown on road and blood is everywhere near her and they 2 run because of backup.I shout I crying but they take me to home and take Elisha in hospital . I ask my other bodyguard's to take in hospital but they refused. because my dad is coming its begin one day I can't eat and sleep.and just crying thinking what if something happens to her what I do.a little nock on my door I don't want to eat I said while I crying my dad open the door my child wan are you ok I run to my dad and hug her.I cry so hard dad Elishaa where is she is she ok.I want to talk to her its all my fault if stay in car now she stand by my side..what happened to you wan you are not like that my child look at you servents my dad shout.....I just crying now I know how much I love her .....