“So, what will you do next?”, Norah asked. “It will be weird to go on without her.”, I said. Norah squeezed my hand. “We’re here when you need us.”, she said. I smiled sadly; my mom was all the family I had. “Is it weird that I’m not crying?”, I asked. “No.”, Norah answered decisively. “You do what feels right for you and let no one tell you otherwise! I think you are already accepting that she is no longer with us. Mourning is a different process for all of us.” I nodded. She was right. Lily had a normal life, with a normal family, normal job and normal friends. Focused on her career, she made no time for boyfriends. Not that the right ones wanted her anyways... But after her mom's death she is stupified when she learns that she is now the proud owner of 2 houses in Europe and a million dollar trust fund. Turns out, her life is not so boring anymore, her mom never was boring, and the job brings her into more problems than she needed. And the men, they are now fighting for her heart. Will Lily find her happily ever after, or is she already in too deep?

In Too Deep: a mafia story

It was possibly the worst thing to ever come out of my mouth. Admitting that I would rather have Tommaso rape Lily than to hand over my suppliers, was hands down the worst thing I ever did. I’ve killed many, and tortured possibly even more, but they knew what they were in for. Lily was this lovely, innocent, naïve human being that I didn’t want to hurt. But I did hurt her unimaginably hard. Despite the gag and blindfold, it was easy to see just how much I hurt her. 


I surprised even Tommaso when I said it out loud, like he didn’t expect it at all. Like he really thought that if he pushed me hard even by torturing Lily I would eventually give in to his demands. He looked truly disillusioned. 


“Good to have that cleared up.”, I heard Mario say, and he walked in front of the camera. In the back I could see Tommaso pushing his pants down to pull out his cock. I had to swallow down some bile. 


Chapter 65