Chapter 8

My eyes abruptly opened at the blinding light seeping through my curtains and my alarm blurting through my phone. I only moved my tired arm to shut off the annoying ringing only to notice the right side of my body feeling heavy. I look to see Andrea sleeping peacefully beside me and the guilt was hitting me. I carefully removed her body from mine to sit up and think back to my dream that was once a reality. I hated how it made me feel, I hated how I felt like craving for more and I hated how I still had some questions to ask.A sigh leaves my lips as I get up to get ready for work knowing that the woman haunting me will be there. Head facing the shower and eyes closed I became one with my thoughts. My mind became filled with the image of her naked body as if she was in the shower with me opening up the old scars. Her claws steadily marking my body as her sharp teeth draws blood from my neck.The thoughts cut short at the voice of Andrea, I turn to see her head peaking through looking worried."Hey baby. You alright?""Yeah but you left me alone.""You looked too peacefully that I didn't want to wake you up""Can I join my love?""Come in."Her arms were wrapped around my back suddenly causing the guilt to sink in further, I feel like I cheated. Here I am thinking of another woman that doesn't even care about me. My tears fall with the water drops as the water trickles down our naked bodies. All I want to say is I'm sorry, but I don't want to let her go. I couldn't let out a word but just wash myself and my girlfriend so we could get to work on time. My heart feels heavy when I look at her face, it's like Evelynn is the villain in my love life, she was there after my break up and she might be there for another one.As we finished getting ready and head towards the front door I hugged my lover to place my chin onto her forehead, kissing it gladly."Goodbye my Love, I'm going to miss you.""Me too, see you later my dear."Her lips became connected with mine and the warmth I used to feel was gone, my chest was cold. Soon after we separated to our cars heading to different destinations. The guilt faded the closer I got the studio and a burning desire grew. An ordinary dance studio felt like I was walking into a strip club. I entered the studio to seeing the crew around, no signs of K/DA yet. My head was beginning pound and my ears were ringing but to my surprise turns out Kat used her fist to solve the issue that I was blocking her way."Kat, fuck you. That shit hurt."The crew laughed at the sight while I dashed my duffle bag to the side rubbing my aching head, my body froze at the voice of an elegant yet sinister laughter. I couldn't move nor turn to see who is was because I already knew. Mixture of emotions hit me; anger, guilt, lust and curiosity. I wanted more of her as her strong scent brings my head to a daze again like back at the club, I felt guilt from the heat rushing through my veins and anger at how she just walks back into my life. I could only look at her with a blank expression and smile at the others before heading back to the crew to stretch.A sigh leaves my lips whilst my crewmates push my body forward and release the tension in my body."Hey Suzy.""Yeah?""Fuck you""Not my fault you're built like a brick."I just looked at her not in the mood to fight back causing her to ask what was wrong, usually I'm hyper to attend dance practice, heck I was even overexcited meeting Kai'sa and Akali, she kept asking why am I acting the way I am but I could just scoff and move away finishing up small touches of the stretches. To make my day better Akali came up to me wrapping her arm around my neck, I don't know what it is but I really click with her, I love her vibe, it's probably because we're the least girly than the rest. We matched in style with the baggy clothing but hers is slightly more cropped. With my hood nearly up and my bun sticking out she snapped a photo of us in the mirror and posted it on her insta story tagging me in with it.Whilst Kat and Ahri have a discussion the crew were practicing 'The baddest' without the music. Half way through Kat stopped us to begin the joint discussion."For 'The baddest' Akali is taking Y/n's role as the centre and the main focus.""As she should." And with that another smack on the back of my head."The Setlist is similar to last concerts but slightly different. Starting off with 'Pop/stars, we'll all be dancing together, as well as in 'More' and in 'The baddest', the rest of the songs will have a selective few from some of us. Is that clear?""Yes!""To get this in order, 1. Pop/stars - That's us all."

"Number 2. - 'The Baddest. - All of us."

"Number 3. -'Drum go Dum'- This only consists of: Y/n, Lela, Vickie, Suzy, Rochelle and Destiny. Got that?"

"Yes!""Number 4. - 'Giants' - Besides True Damage those whole be dancing will be: Me, Tami, Drea, Rochelle, Lela, Phoebe, Clair and Suzanna."

"Number 5. - 'Villain' - This will be a duet between Evelynn and someone of her choice."

The whole crew went 'Uweeeee' whilst shivers down my spine, the moment I looked up to face her eyes blood piercing eyes were already on me so I just looked back at Kate with a scowl on my face."So Evelynn who are you choosing?!""Let's see, I want to dance to 'Villain' with someone masculine you know, just to bring out the sensations of the song. And that'll be Y/n."My heart stopped whilst some of the crew cheer me on, I gained the feeling that my relationship has just ended and my heart broke, the lies have to continue and yet I'm scared to lose Andrea. I let out my sigh apologising deeply to Andrea agreeing to Evelynn's request."Okay quiet down everyone, song number 6 - 'I'll show you' - This will include; Vickie, Suzy, Joan, Drea, Clair, Pheobe and Lela.""Then the final song 'More' - This'll have all of us. During these months of practice whenever we're ALL together then we'll be practicing those three songs but when we are separated into the groups being team Kai'sa, team Ahri, team True Damage and team Evelynn. Even though some practice may overlap the timing will be split apart that we'll prevent having missing groups. Okay?""Also to let you all know, Ekko, Qiyana and Senna are coming next week for team Giants. Yasuo doesn't dance since he's the DJ and all."" ALRIGHT FIRST PRACTICE AND WE''LL DO THOSE THREE SONGS, BREAKS WILL BE IN BETWEEN EACH SONG SO DON'T WORRY!"Sometimes Kat makes us feel like we are in the military.