Chapter 11

It was 3 o'clock midnight and my body finally slumps through the door. I spent my day just having constant rounds of energy taking sex with Akali and Evelynn. My body flowed with sensitivity as I stumbled into my corridor having to face my biggest regret.Andrea.I didn't say anything but keep my head down and walk past her, I can't make up any excuse she knows what time I finish work and she can see the hickies on my body. Damn is this how Sarah felt? At least I'm not getting kicked out my house in this case.

I can hear her sniffles as the guilt twists my heart and my own tears began to build up, I was in her place not long ago as well. Fuck how did I fall for this?

She watched as my body struggled to get to my bedroom so with the kindness of her heart she decided to pull me up helping me as silent tear rolled down our faces. I just couldn't say anything, I don't feel love for her, just pity and shame. The reality hurt me more than I could have imagined, it hurts to realise that I wouldn't be running back to her after all this, that I would just be focused on Evelynn until she's tired of me.

My heavy body finally makes it to the bedroom and my bags are thrown across the room.

Andrea was about to turn away leaving me without a word but I couldn't let that happen."Andrea. We need to talk."I could hear her cries getting louder as she feared to look back with her weakness showing. But when she managed to she just nodded with her wet eyes as she sat next to me on the bed. Gosh where do I start?"As you know before you I was in a 4 year relationship."I need a beer for this."On our 4 year anniversary I finally brought the courage to propose to her little did I know she was fucking her so called best friend.""So why do it? Why do it if you know how I will feel?""I'm getting to that."

"On that moment my drinking habit grew, I went to a club in hopes of just getting laid and forgetting about my ex."

"You remember when you asked about the scars on my back?"

She nodded as I removed my clothing to reveal the damage Evelynn caused to my back. She gasped at the sight of dried blood that trailed to my lower back."You see, I had my memory erased for 7 months, I didn't know who made the scars or why the scars were there. I just woke up in a hotel alone with back problems."

"I couldn't remember and that drove me crazy, but then you came. You were the angel of my life, I didn't care about my past because you were with me."

"Then what changed? I remained how I always! Y/n talk to me!"I took a deep breath before continuing."The person who scared my back was someone I had a one-night stand with, she made sure that I wouldn't remember, I didn't remember at all until.. Until I went to that concert.""The K/DA one? Was it Cassandra?""Ew no. But yes the K/DA one, what I didn't know was that I had sex with a famous popstar, who made me suffer trying to recall what I did and how I couldn't receive any closure."

"When I saw her perform it all came back to me, the way I felt, the way she made me forget about Sarah and made me focus only on her. I didn't want to be anywhere near her until Cassandra revealed that she had backstage tickets and my crew were going to be working with K/DA for their next tour. I was fighting off the temptations but I believe that moment you caught me in the shower alone you noticed something was up. The scars came from the metal claws she loves to wear, I thought after 7 months I'll be able to stay with you but then She came back wanting more and I fell in deeply. All those feelings that were bottled up were finally released causing me to have an affair."

"With a member of K/DA.""Yep."She chuckled before making a funny comment. She told me she expected it to me being a complete asshole, not someone stuck in the claws of another. She held my face staring into my eyes seeing glimpse of the love I somewhat still held but she knew it wasn't enough for her to completely take my heart since someone already claimed her place."You were never mine to begin with.""Andrea please don't.""Shhhh It's okay."Tears roll down my face as she connects our lips for what it may seem to be the last time, but our kiss deepens as we get desperate. Her smooth hands wrap around my large frame as my rough hands roam her tiny waist, pulling her body closer into mine. Despite all the sex I had, my body still had some energy for more. Her lips cry out to mine as our tongues wrestle in harmony and our groans melt into each other's throats. She grinds her hips on me before we both fall onto the bed together still with our hands wrapped in each other's bodies and our saliva mixing with sadness clenching our hearts. I could feel her tears soak my cheeks as I question if we should do this, but for closure we should.My hand is placed on her cheek as I whispered a soft 'sorry' into her lips and flip our bodies over so I'm on top.When I sat on my knees my ears watched every detail of her body, from her sad but pleading eyes to how her chest rises for air."You sure want to do this?"She nods as I remove my bra prior to kissing down her body.I want to take care of her.Worship her for the last time.Let her go in the light rather than letting her off in the darkness all alone.She removed every part of clothing my lips touched while my lips share left over love on her exposed skin. My butterfly kisses allowed me to tender softly to her, treat her carefully. My eyes remained on hers as my kisses reach in the area waiting for me the most. However, I couldn't tend to it yet, her thighs were still untouched.I don't mark her body as I am going but just let her body know I'm leaving her side. Kiss away the feelings I once held for this lovely woman as my mind seeks back the good memories I've made with her, all the times we smiled, we kissed, we made love and now they are faded.Soon enough she was moaning with her hands grasping onto my hair for dear life. I didn't pay attention since I was too into eating her out that the breath taking view in front of me had me well stimulated despite being so sensitive. I found myself grinding into the bed as her voice sings with please and her body shakes whilst my tongue is slurping the pineapple essence leaving her body. My tongue twisted over her sweet clitoris before it penetrates her gorgeous vulva, sinking firmly within her as my lips make out with her lovingly wet ones.