Chapter 13

Beginning of the Chapter

It was the morning of the first show meaning there will be many road trips, I feel excited yet annoyed knowing the exhaustion that'll hit right after the tour is finished. My clothes had been packed as well as any other travelling necessities. Part of me is already yearning for the sleep I'm going to need since I'm going to be dealing with Evelynn's horniness activating mine. It took a while for us to get choreo correct and get everyone in the right places. It was fun meeting the other singers that are featured on the tour like Ekko, Qiyana, Senna and Yasuo. Me and Ekko found ourselves being somewhat close friends whilst Qiyana had sparked jealousy within Evelynn every time she touched me. How do I know she was jealous? From the sex we have that night, Evelynn gets more possessive, being sure to mark me up, and letting people know I was hers.

Me and Evelynn weren't sharing rooms as she was set with the other members of K/DA, and I had to be woken up by the other dance members just so that we wouldn't be late. Our clothes were differentiated from the backup dancers so the crowd could be aware of us. Ever since the announcement dropped that we were working together tickets sold out faster than any other show they did, fans saying that they're excited for the collaboration and to learn something new.

Kat had been stressing us the whole few weeks leading up to this day saying that rest is for the weak and that we must give it our all. We had to secretly get to the stadium without fans realising that we were there, therefore we were at the stadium early dodging fans that were camping outside, winding through the corridors backstage, to then walking around the stadium and admiring the view. It had been a while since we were on a stage this big as we do take long periods of breaks after long tours, Kat is usually the first one at the studio saying a few days of rest is good enough for her.

"Y/n!" Rochelle called.

"Yurrrp! You excited, Roch?" I gladly responded.

"Yeah, you?"

"Obviously just dreading the feeling at the end, my body is gonna be begging to be just laying there." I laughed whilst explaining.

She laughed with me, understanding the feeling. 

It feels refreshing at times to be in a stadium when it's not packed, you get to admire the place and chill before you can't. 

Kate had all of us set practising the choreography as well making sure the spacing and positions were correct, as we practised the backup dancers started to come in to get themselves set for the show, we began working with them whilst moving sluggish to not use up all of our energy before the main event. Once Kat was satisfied it was all about psyching ourselves up. 

Everyone was huddled into a circle cheering for the beginning of a long journey and working with new people. 

It felt nice not having K/DA around for a bit, I was actually able to focus without thinking about Evelynn seducing me or just worrying overall. I smiled at my crew just to be thankful for having them before we broke the huddle and started discussing how we would come out. We may not be as popular but we are well known. 

"Hey guys!" Seraphine exclaimed. 

The crowd cheered back with a greeting and following Seraphine was everyone performing tonight. They all had on something comfortable letting them to slouch a bit until the time comes. 

"Yo Y/n" I looked over to the familiar voice. 

"What's good Ekko?" I responded. 

"You ready?"

"Stay ready so you ain't gotta get ready"

"Heard"

Qiyana had followed up to us greeting me with a friendly grin. I couldn't help but to get and hug her as well as compliment the way she looked with her hair having a gorgeous duo colour. I could feel a glare on us but I just pushed away, it's not like we're in a proper relationship. 

Me and Evelynn never made anything official on that day, just it was me confirming that I was just a pet and deep down I was hating it. Qiyana showed more than friendly interest, wanting to go out, always so touchy with me and I didn't mind. Her eyes didn't look to just want sex, her eyes were like Andrea's yet Evelynn looked at me as if I was prey. 

A cough took me out of the trance in Qiyana's eyes as I admired her accent. Poor Ekko for third wheeling. 

Evelynn's finger ran up my spine, it shook my core but I grew slightly disgusted at the feeling. 

"Hello my love. Did you sleep well?"

There it was her jealous voice. 

"I slept alright. Anyway Ekko you were saying?"

"Nah I was just saying how do you do that one move in Giants, I can't seem to get the hang of it."

Knowing what part he was talking about since he's shown to struggle on his part, so I pulled him away from the tension arising from Qiyana and Evelynn to show him. 

"You are a lifesaver" I whispered. 

"No problem, they've been fighting over you since Qiyana started showing interest. These two have been dealing with some beef, even Senna has issues with Evelynn due to Evelynn flirting with her husband."

And that struck a nerve with me, now that I think about it Evelynn only came back into my life after I had got into a relationship. Ekko noticed my eyes had widened and asked if I was okay but the news had pushed the motivation to dance out of me. The realisation hit harder of the type of woman I was dealing with as well the fact I could have been in a proper relationship if I had not been swayed by Evelynn. Ekko had patted me on the back before heading off somewhere else, still in my thoughts I had not noticed that Akali had walked up to me.

"Y/n? Y/n!"

"Huh?"

"You okay? You seem out of it."

"Does Evelynn do relationships?"

"I know it seems strange to ask, or does she enjoy the chaos of breaking a relationship that she doesn't get into one.?"

"Akali I don't know what me and Evelynn are"

Why am I even thinking about this? I wasn't stressing about this a while ago.

"I just-"

"Hey don't stress about it, but no she doesn't do relationships, she does ownership."

"You should know that Y/n, look at the way she's fighting Qiyana over you, she sees you as her property."

I don't know why but my heart sank. Did I actually love her? I loved sex with her.

"Look Y/n if you're looking for a relationship type of woman, I'd go for Qiyana but I know the sex won't be as good compared with Evelynn. You're gonna have to take a moment to think."

I just nodded my head before Evelynn had started walking my way, there was a sickening feeling deep in my gut so I just walked away in time heading off to chill with Senna, Suzy and Joan. We stood there talking for around 15 minutes until we had to practise one last time until the girls had soundcheck. I tried to focus as much as I could but I ended up making mistakes that made Kat start barking orders at me.

I slammed my head into the corridor wall, I became more stressed and needed to settle, and yet I could feel her standing behind me. She enveloped my waist in a hug and placed her cheek on my back. I could only shrug her off and walk over to the changing rooms to be greeted with a slap.

"Get your head right Y/n!"

"What was that? You hardly ever mess up!"

"Sudden nervousness."

"Bullshit!"

I chose to remain quiet and walk over to the bench that had my clothes stacked on it. Kat remained shouting at me and I chose to block any thoughts for the time being. Until this tour is over then I can worry.

My hand and face connect leaving this sting feeling and redness to my cheeks as I turned I quickly apologised to Kat and the team as we were meant to set expectations. When we were all dressed and had our makeup done we cheered ourselves up.

"Kat!" We all shouted.

"Vickie! Joan! Drea! Tami! Rochelle! Lela! Clair! Suzy! Suzanna! Y/n! Phoebe! Destiny!"

"PRESENT!"

"What are we gonna do?!"

"Smash it!"

"You said what?!"

"SMASH IT!"

Huddled together our hands piled up in the middle only to be risen high and broke with a loud cheer and slaps on everyone's back. I felt psyched since we walked closer to the stage hearing the crowd cheering and screaming at the filler music playing. Some sitting closer to the stage or very high up could see us peaking and the crowd was ecstatic tonight making all of us feel pumped up with energy. Then the VCR started playing, we were all lined up ready now wasn't the time for jokes. The music for the VCR toned down and we the girls had been risen onto the stage via platform. We had been waiting on the stage for them to arrive and the crowd had gone wild. 

The screaming, cheering and the haste movements of the lights sticks from the fans felt amazing. Then the music hits.

You know who it is

Comin' round again

They want a dose of this right now

It's K/DA Urgh.

I'm a goddess with a blade

소리쳐봐 내 이름

잊지 못하게 loud, loud, loud, loud

I could take it to the top

절대 멈추지 못해

내가 끝내주는 bad gal, gal, gal

Me and the girls' bodies were quick to move in position feeling the beat and the bass shake up in our veins. The stage lights made us sweat faster from its heat, yet our blood was pumping with the vibes of tonight. The girls had joined in the choreo whilst singing their hearts. Akali keeps close to me, sometimes posing with me. The chorus hits and the crowd starts singing louder with the lightsticks moving in sync.

"Ain't nobody bringing us

Down, down, down, down, down, down

They could try, but we're gonna wear the crown

You could go another round

Round, round, round, round, round, round

Wish you luck, but you're not bringing us down"

We had kept the dance part of the choreo the same moving in time with the stars.

"Kim Ahri! Evelynn! Kai'Sa! Akali!" (Kim-Ah-ri, Ev-E-Lynn, Ka-i-Sa, Ak-a-li)

The fanchants had started like a roar of a lion. It had hit me hard making me feel more energetic and moving with more sharpness.

The moment Akali had started rapping it was our duo me and her dancing together. It wasn't planned and just happened on the spot, we had a bond and it showed. Everyone had put their hearts into the performance, sweating but not feeling too tired.

 Ain't nobody bringing us

Down, down, down, down

There was a brief moment of a pause as we all caught our breaths. The crowd continuing cheering and chanting their names and going wild, a thought came to me that placed a smile on my face. Cassandra must be at home watching on B-LIFE or UScosmos screaming her head off. (A/N: VLive and Weverse….)

"Is everybody feeling good tonight?!" Akali screamed into the mic.

Thankfully we had ear pieces in so we could hear the music and the girls better. 

The crowd roared in response.

"AKALI! AKALI! AKALI!"

She chuckled then Ahri had popped up onto the screen making the screams louder and us chuckle.

"We said we will be back!"

"For those who may not know, I'm Ahri."

Then the camera was pointed to Kai'sa, it was as if the crowd were just losing it completely, chanting their names and screaming every time the girls had taken a pause. The last person to pop up was Evelynn, she laughed slightly into the mic and I could feel my body burn like it was on fire just from the sound of it. She introduced herself then Akali raised her mic to speak.

"Thank you guys for coming but we have a special gift for you."

"More of a special guest. Please welcome the dance crew Villainous!"

The girls had split in half and we had passed the mics to each other. Then the mic was on me.

"Wassup, I'm Y/n of Villainous! Yall ready to have some fun?!"

"Yo Kali!"

"Yeah Y/n?!"

"How you feeling?!"

"Like I'm the baddest." Cue the music. And the crowd went wild.

End of the chapter