Chapter 145 More secrets

CHAPTER 145

*TESSA*

I didn’t want to see him right now…

I didn’t want to deal with this right now so I pushed him away from me and I stood up from the bed.

“Tessa.”He called.

“Don’t!…Just…I want to be alone right now.”I murmured.

“I’m so sorry.”He breathed and I walked out of the room and out of the house…

I took a walk and I kept walking and walking until I got completely exhausted.

I sat on the side of the road…tired and cold.

It was getting late now and I didn’t feel like going home.

Home.

The place Calvin had provided for me…

I had no idea what to do now…

Should I call off the wedding?

I thought about the many other things he had done for me…

How he took me to his grandmother’s house when I had nowhere to go…

He had genuinely protected me other times too…

He has been so good to Leah…

He didn’t even criticize me when I fell pregnant for Declan again..

Thinking about the mental harm that men brought to me made me tear up again…