Drip.
Drip.
Drip.
The sound of the leaking pipe echoed as I stared at the rough concrete wall of the basement, unblinking, because looking anywhere else felt like a worse betrayal. The wall didn't accuse me. It didn't cry or rot. It didn't remind me of all the ways I had failed.
The smell of death was everywhere, thick and sticky like a second skin I couldn't scrape off. It clung to my hair, my clothes, my nostrils. There was a time when the stench of rot would have sent my stomach churning, but now? Now it was just… there. Part of the room. Part of me. It was like my body had resigned itself, given up on protesting against the horror of it all.