This feeling

!!Story Time!!Justin P.O.VI am in the washroom of my room and trying to clean my clothes because the blood is not getting removed from them. While killing those people, my clothes got dirty and if this blood is seen by any maid or servant, then it will be a problem.I was cleaning the blood stains from my coat when I heard Radhika's voice. She was probably shouting; does she need something or is there some problem? I immediately ran towards her room and as soon as I opened the doorRadhika is sleeping but she is shouting at this time, let me go, leave me, someone help me, she is completely drenched in sweat. She is having trouble breathing. I don't understand what to do? Author P.O.VRadhika was completely drenched in sweat. She was having trouble breathing and was asleep and was repeatedly shouting the same thing, let me go, leave us, someone help us. Justin was right in front of her. He sits next to her and tries to wake her up. Radhika starts hitting Justin in her sleep as if she is trying to push him away from herself, but Justin holds her tightly and Radhika digs her nails into his hand. But Radhika's nails were not very long but yes, they were pricking. Justin was repeatedly saying, Radhika wakes up, what happened? I am here, nothing will happen, open your eyes, wake up Radhika.Radhika grabs the Justin tightly and then says please don't leave me, please. After that she calms down and then comfortably grabs him tightly and puts her head on his shoulder and goes to sleep.I am here with you, saying this he starts caressing her back and doesn't say anything else, there was a lot of peace there. Radhika was sleeping with her head on his shoulder. Justin could feel her warm breath on his neck. Justin was caressing Radhika's back with his hand, Radhika had held him tightly and she was sleeping while sitting.After some time.Radhika P.O.VWhen I opened my eyes Justin was hugging me and sitting right next to me and sleeping with his head on my shoulder and I was also holding him but why was he sitting with me like that, I don't think that something happened between us or that we did anything, I immediately pushed him and he fell straight down from the bed"Why did you push me?" He immediately says as he falls off the bed"What were you doing on my bed", I said angrilyHe stands up from the ground, sits on the sofa and says softly, "you think so irrationally, we did not do anything like what you are thinking you, ....you get panic attacks, you did not tell me about this""You... did I have a panic attack?" pay attention to what he said. I changed my question."What happened" he said softly looking at meI had a panic attack, I did not realize this .... whenever I have a panic attack, I start having pain in my head, stomach and heart but nothing like this happened because Justin was hugging meno no this can't be possible what nonsense am I thinkingJustin was looking at me as I looked at his hand there was blood coming from there I said in low voice "blood is coming out of your hand"..."how did you get this injury""Hey this is nothing, it's just some scratch marks, I didn't even realize it, forget all that, are you okay now" He said in sofit voiceHe is lying. I know very well that those nail marks are mine. Whenever I get a panic attack, I start hitting the person in front of me in my sleep. I have hit Kush like this many times. There are marks of my nails on his hand and the same marks are on Justin's hand as well. But why is he lying, he could have told the truth that these are my marks"I'm fine I need to go home" I saidAfter saying this I stood up from there and was about to leave the room when he held my hand and said "you are not going anywhere, you will stay here till you are completely fine, I will not let you go anywhere"I freed my hand from his hand and said angrily, "why should I listen to you, you don't need to care about me and anyway I am fine now, I can take care of myself, you don't need to worry about me.""I know very well how much you take care of yourself, so you don't need to go anywhere and anyway there is no one at your home right now, your mom and dad are not at home they went there friend's wedding, so they will also take a lot of time to come, till then you will stay here." He said"I don't want to stay here and who are you to give me orders" I spoke"your future husband so now stay here and don't try to run away from here understood"

He spoke angrily and then left from there but I am not going to stay here he doesn't mean anything to me I don't know why that ass thinks that I will marry him

But I can't run away from here right now because I looked out of the window and there were a lot of bodyguards there. I'll have to kill them all but I don't want to lose any blood. So I'll run away at night so I can easily get out of here.But what should I do at this time? There is a bookshelf in front of me. I took out a book from it and started reading it. By the time I was reading it, it was already night but it was still not time for me to run away from here. I will run away at midnight, between one and two o'clock, when everyone here would be sleeping.I was thinking all this when my room's door opened and Justin came in."Come and eat, aren't you hungry"? He ask"I don't want to eat. I am not hungry. Go away from here and leave me alone for a while". I replied"I know you very well, if you are planning to run away from here at midnight then don't even think about it because it is difficult, my gods keep watch over this house all night, so don't even think about running away from here, until I don't tell you to go to your house, you cannot leave from here, it is good for you, stop making useless plans and eat your food peacefully," he leaves from here after saying this.I was looking in the direction where he was standing ....I said to myself how much he spoke.Why does this donkey think that those stupid security guards of his can stop me here.......I started looking out of the window. He had made a very nice garden. There were a lot of flowers planted there. They were really looking very lovely.I also want to make such a garden in my house but it takes a lot of time to maintain them and I don't have that much time to maintain them all and if I have to hire a maid for that then there is no use if I pay someone for my hobby.I looked at the whole room, Mr. Psycho has made a very nice room.I must admit that his choice in interiors is quite good.When he came to call me for dinner, I did not go but now I am feeling hungry but it is almost 1 o'clock now, I should leave from here, this is the right time to run away, now I will eat only after going homeI slowly opened the gate and silently climbed down the stairs. Wow, is this a house or a palace? There must be 10,15 people living here. No one can live alone in such a big palace. Anyway. But this house is very beautiful, I like such houses. I mean the palace is very beautiful, this is no less than a palace. I was slowly going out when I heard some sound, and I turned back. I saw Justin there and as soon as he saw me, he asked, "where are you going?""I am getting ready to leave from there". I said"I also knew that you were planning to run away from here, that is why I was sitting here, you cannot go anywhere from here, you do not understand one thing." He said"But"....... before I can talk about the match here, he starts speaking."Why don't you understand, you don't have bodyguards, your health is not good, you were given drugs so that your body becomes weak and till now the drugs have not been completely removed from your body. Their effect is still in your body. Anything can happen to you. I can send my bodyguards after you, but that is of no use. I want to take care of you, why don't you stay with me, what is your problem here? There is no one to take care of you at our home right now". He said in one Breath."Well okay, I'll stay here until I get better, that's for now." I said Before he could reply, a voice comes from my stomach, I am feeling hungry, my stomach is empty, I have not eaten anything since yesterday. And this stomach had to make a voice now. But what is its fault in this? I cannot even bear hunger."What kind of sound was that?" He says looking at me."I am hungry, I haven't eaten anything since yesterday, that's all". I say with a smile.He shrinks his face and looks at me and speaks. "When I called you for dinner, you did not come and now you are feeling hungry.""Oh, don't look at me like that, I wasn't feeling hungry at that time but I am feeling hungry now so what should I do?" I said shouting in anger."okay, okay, don't be angry, come sit, I will make something for you." He said as he headed towards the kitchen.There was a small chair near the table, I sat on it and looking at the whole kitchen said that "your kitchen is very beautiful" and then looking at her I said that "you also know how to cook"."yes i know how to cook".He speaks with a small smile"It's a good thing, I have seen very few boys who know how to cook""Do you know how to cook?" He looks at me and asks."No, I don't know how to cook", I said looking the other way"You went to Japan for your studies and lived alone there, right?" He says looking at me."Yes, I used to live in a hostel and there was a canteen there, so I never learned to cook and I don't know how to cook.""ok i was just asking why are you getting angry" He speaks while chopping vegetablesI don't know why I am getting so angry these days, especially when I am with him, I get even more angry at him but after a while, I calm down."By the way your house is very beautiful it is no less than a palace how many people live here" I ask"Just me and some of my servants", he says this while cutting vegetables"Are you joking? You live alone in such a big house. Where is your family? They don't live with you." I ask in curious."No, there are not many people in my family and they don't live here". He says this without looking at me."Who is there in your family," I asked, keeping my hands on the table"There are not many people, just me and my mom and three friends, they are also my family" he said"Only mom.....where is your dad" I said in low voice"He passed away when I was 15 years old" he said in sad voice"Oo.....I am sorry".... I said in low voiceHe did not say anything and it became very quiet. Then I saw that there were tears in his eyes and I softly asked him, "are you crying?""No, I'm not crying. Something just got into my eye."(He is looking whille cooking)I didn't say anything, it was very quiet and dark, I was just looking at him, he looked very good while working, he is really very handsome. I have to admit this.I don't know why I was not able to take my eyes off him, I was just looking at him while he was working and he was concentrating on his work, he didn't look at me even once, but I felt good while looking at him, I had never felt such a feeling before.My heart was beating very fast. I could not understand why this was happening. I could clearly hear the sound of my heart.Am I in love?......... No, no, what am I thinking? I've definitely gone crazy.--------------------------------------------------Thank you 😊I hope you like this part Please comment vote and follow me