To be alive.

Ava walks home alone, after a long day. She had just been at a party and it was about to get late. Not sober, she tumbles home. The snow crunches under her feet. Ava feels the cold wind eating her skin. But the alcohol running in her veins makes her feel warm and the combination of the two makes her feel very tired. It's her first time going out in a while. seeing people is not really her thing. I don't see the point. She's been isolating herself from socializing. I don't really see much of a point.

She feels the cold breeze eating her, through her thin fancy clothes and sweat from a praty even colder. The warm alcohol being the only thing keeping her alive, mentally. Why did she go? She didn't even talk to anyone anymore. they all probably thought she was annoying anyway. What's the point? well she keeps walking in hope to find out. sees a foggy cloud float out in front of her face as she exhales. like a small soul leaving her body. she slowly takes a deep breath in and lets the cold tickle her in the nose. something lights up on the invisible snowy road beside her. impossible to form out. I feel tired. she closes her eyes and slowly, hopelessly, breathes out again. It's cold. feel something come closer. It's cold. she feels something is ripping in her, something stuffed in front of her face. It's so cold. What's the point?