The pain was real, no doubt about it—a constant, physical violation.
It wasn't just a dull ache; it was sharp, insistent, and impossible to ignore.
But somehow, these negative sensations were mixed up with something… positive?
Feng Wei wasn't sure. It was confusing, like his brain couldn't decide whether to scream or moan in pleasure.
It felt like a catharsis, like all the pent-up emotions he'd been carrying around—anger, frustration, fear—were being burnt out of him.
But at the same time, it was like he was taking on more, adding to the weight instead of shedding it.
It didn't make sense, but it didn't have to.
This was a dark, twisted kind of freedom, a liberation that came from complete and utter surrender.
Feng Wei was fully exposed now, vulnerable in a way he'd never been before. And yet, paradoxically, he felt more like himself than ever.