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If Yan Jinsi had known that his existence was obtained at the cost of harming his biological sister, he would rather die immediately.
But his eldest brother told him that Mom was extreme, and the whole family could blame her for being irrational, but he alone, he couldn't ignore his mother's favoritism towards him.
Even if this favoritism had become an obsession.
However, the motherly love of Qi Chunlan for Yan Jinsi was indeed real.
Even if her actions were wrong, even if her thoughts were skewed and distorted.
Just as Yan Jinhao and his sister had said, everyone could point out Qi Chunlan's faults, but he, Yan Jinsi, could not.
Because all of these things started because of him.
Now recalling what his sister had said to him, he indeed felt self-blame and guilt in his heart.