NinaEvery day, I met with Myra in the forest to try and open a portal. But each time we met, she still couldn't
do it — and by that point, her absences were being noticed by the Fullmoons. Eventually, if we weren't
careful, Lewis would catch on. We didn't want that to happen because both of us knew that he couldn't
be trusted. For some reason, he clearly didn't want Richard and Enzo to return, and I was certain that
he would keep us from getting to the werewolf realm for good.So, we eventually had to stop. I threw myself into replicating the antidote as a way to distract myself
and give myself purpose. Night after night was spent sitting up in the infirmary until all hours, trying
recipe after recipe to no avail. No matter what I did, I just couldn't replicate that bright blue color. Even
with Lori, Jessica, and Matt's help, I couldn't figure it out. And yet, in a strange way, it almost felt as