Mom’s Advice

The golden light of early morning streamed through the windows of Aria's kitchen, casting long shadows across the tiled floor. The house was quiet, except for the sound of birds chirping outside and the occasional clatter of dishes as Aria washed up after breakfast. 

She scrubbed at a stubborn spot on a plate, her thoughts drifting back to the night before—the conversation on the porch with Russell. His words, his earnestness, and the unexpected warmth she'd felt lingered with her, unsettling yet comforting.

She shook her head, trying to focus on the task at hand. The last thing she needed was to overthink things. But just as she was rinsing the last plate, her mother's voice broke the silence.

"You know, Aria, it's been nice having Russell and his friends over so often. The house feels more lively," her mother remarked casually as she entered the kitchen, carrying a basket of freshly picked herbs. 

She set it on the counter, giving Aria a knowing look that made Aria feel like she was under a microscope.

Aria dried her hands and leaned against the counter, smiling softly. "Yeah, it's been... different, I guess. He's a good kid, and it's nice that he and his friends keep you company when Dad's away."

Her mother hummed in agreement, but there was a mischievous twinkle in her eye that made Aria wary. "You know, I've noticed that Russell seems to find plenty of excuses to drop by, even when Alberta and Jodie aren't with him. He always asks about you, you know."

Aria rolled her eyes, but she couldn't suppress the smile that tugged at her lips. "He's just being polite, Mom. He's a sweet kid. Besides, he lives just a few blocks away—it's not like it's a big deal for him to visit."

Her mother gave her a pointed look, one eyebrow arching in a way that meant she wasn't buying Aria's nonchalance. "Maybe, but he seems awfully interested in how you're doing. And I see the way he looks at you sometimes, like he thinks the world of you."

Aria felt a blush creep up her cheeks, and she quickly busied herself with folding the dish towel, trying to keep her expression neutral. "Mom, he's sixteen. I'm twenty-three. It's not like that at all. He's just... he's a good friend. And he's thoughtful. That's all there is to it."

Her mother laughed softly, her eyes crinkling at the corners as she leaned closer. "Aria, sweetheart, I know you're not that dense. You can't ignore the way he lights up when you're around, or how he's always finding little ways to make you smile. It's sweet, really."

Aria tried to brush off her mother's words, but the truth was, they struck a chord somewhere deep inside her. 

She thought back to the times Russell had shown up unannounced, bringing her snacks when she was working late, offering to help around the house, or just keeping her company when she seemed down. 

He had a way of making her feel seen, in a way she hadn't realized she'd been missing.

She sighed, glancing at her mother with a teasing smile. "Well, you've certainly got your imagination going, Mom. He's just being friendly. He's like that with everyone."

Her mother shrugged, but there was a knowing smile on her face as she turned to start arranging the herbs. 

"Maybe. But sometimes, friendship has a way of turning into something more, especially when people spend a lot of time together. Just keep an open mind, that's all I'm saying."

Aria didn't reply, but she couldn't shake the thought from her mind. She knew her mother had a habit of reading too much into things—she was a romantic at heart, always hoping for a love story to unfold in real life. 

But as Aria cleaned up the kitchen and went about her day, her mother's words lingered, nagging at the edges of her thoughts.

Later that afternoon, Aria found herself sitting on the small balcony outside her bedroom, her laptop balanced on her knees. The sun had risen higher, casting a warm glow over the neighborhood. 

From her spot, she could see the winding streets, the rows of houses that made up her little corner of the world. She knew Russell's place wasn't far—just a few minutes' walk down the street, past the big oak tree and the park where he and his friends sometimes played basketball.

She tapped her fingers idly against the keyboard, her thoughts drifting as she tried to work on her novel. But instead of her story's characters, all she could think about was Russell. 

The way he'd looked at her on the porch that night, the sincerity in his voice when he'd spoken about his hopes and dreams. There had been something so earnest in his expression, something that made her chest tighten in a way she hadn't felt in a long time.

"Am I reading too much into it?" she muttered to herself, running a hand through her hair. She tried to focus on the screen in front of her, but the words blurred together, her concentration slipping away.

She wasn't used to feeling this uncertain. With Rian, everything had been straightforward—predictable, even. They'd known each other for years before they started dating, and their relationship had followed a steady, well-trodden path. 

But with Russell, everything felt different. It was like they were standing on the edge of something she couldn't quite define, and she wasn't sure if she wanted to take that step forward or stay safely on the other side.

A ping from her phone interrupted her thoughts, and she glanced down to see a message from Russell.

Hey Aria, just finished practice. Do you have any more book recommendations? The last one you suggested was great!

Aria smiled despite herself, her fingers moving quickly across the keyboard as she typed a reply.

Hey! Glad you liked it. I think I've got a few more up my sleeve. I'll send you a list later—maybe you can stop by and pick them up if you're free?

She hesitated before sending the message, wondering if she was making things more complicated. 

But before she could overthink it, she hit 'send' and leaned back in her chair, watching as the message delivered. A few seconds later, her phone buzzed again with Russell's response.

Sure! I'd love to. Thanks, Aria.

She put her phone down, letting out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding. She glanced down the street again, toward the direction of Russell's house, and found herself wondering what he thought about all of this. 

Did he ever feel the same uncertainty she did, or was she the only one overanalyzing every little interaction?

She shook her head, trying to banish the thoughts. It didn't matter, she told herself. They were just friends—nothing more, nothing less. 

But even as she repeated the words in her mind, she couldn't help but think of the way her heart had skipped a beat when Russell had smiled at her, or how she'd felt a sense of loss when he'd looked away.

By the time evening rolled around, Aria's mother was back in the kitchen, preparing dinner. The smell of simmering soup filled the air, and Aria found herself drawn back downstairs, taking a seat at the kitchen table as her mother chopped vegetables with practiced ease.

"Did you get much writing done today?" her mother asked, glancing over her shoulder with a curious look.

"Some," Aria replied, tracing patterns on the table with her finger. "But mostly, I was just... thinking."

Her mother paused, raising an eyebrow as she set down the knife. "Thinking about what?"

Aria hesitated, then decided to be honest. "About Russell, actually. And what you said earlier."

A knowing smile spread across her mother's face, and she wiped her hands on a dish towel before sitting across from Aria. "I see. And what did you think about?"

Aria let out a sigh, resting her chin in her hands. "I don't know. I mean, I like having him around. He's kind, and thoughtful, and... well, he makes me laugh. But it's complicated, Mom. He's still so young, and I don't want to—"

"Overthink it?" her mother finished for her, her expression softening. She reached out, giving Aria's hand a gentle squeeze. "Sweetheart, I know you've been through a lot, and it's okay to be cautious. But don't close yourself off to something that might make you happy, even if it's not what you expected."

Aria met her mother's gaze, and for the first time, she allowed herself to consider the possibility that maybe, just maybe, there was more to her connection with Russell than she'd been willing to admit. 

But even as the thought took root, she knew that the journey ahead wouldn't be an easy one.

As she helped her mother finish preparing dinner, Aria found herself wondering what the summer would bring, and whether she was ready to face whatever came next with an open heart.