I shake my head. If it weren’t for Salem’s wedding, I could spill my guts right here, right now. I know lying naked in his arms is not how I want to share we have a daughter. I want to, I need to unburden myself of my secret. “I…” my voice quivers. I take in a deep breath then exhale. “I’ve got something major I’m working through. I need to plan some things out before I can share it with you.” I glance into his eyes.
His brow is furrowed. “I can help you if you let me,” he offers.
I have no doubt how he will help once he knows the truth. This is just not the right time. “Your mom asked me about it yesterday. I guess she can see I’m holding something back. I just can’t tell the two of you, yet.” His eyes beg me to open up. “I need some more time, I need to do something first, and then I promise I’ll share it with you.”