Look Inside

(IVANNA)

Over the next three weeks, life settles into a pretty normal pattern, or as normal as it can be expected to be when one is a mafia don's girlfriend. Yes. Girlfriend. I have come to convince myself that Sergio is my boyfriend because that is preferable than the actual situation. That I am his mistress. Everyone knows the truth, and the only person that I am fooling here is myself.

The inner lie however works on most days. Over the last few days, everyone on the estate has treated me with much kindness. Whatever I ask, I get. And I feel more like part of the family. The only person who hasn't quite warmed up to me is Maksim, and for some reason, I find that troubling, considering how close he is to Sergio. His attitude remains polite but a bit cold towards me. I keep telling myself that I don't care, but I still question why it digs under my skin like a splinter.