Chapter Nineteen

Jasper's POV

I got home my aunt wasn't there so I just went to my room and started crying

How can she do this to me?

Why would she do this to me?

She has a boyfriend

When and how isint she gay you know what agghhhh inner thoughts you suck I eventually fell asleep I got woken up by my phone ringing Agghhhh why it's literally too early for this I looked at the phone it was Ms Taylor what does she want I hanged up the phone and try to go back to sleep my phone rang again I ignored it

Then a notification

And another one and another they were so many I couldn't count

Ms Taylor

Why aren't you answering my calls (seen)

Hey I'm sorry okay (seen)

I know what I did is wrong but I like you (seen)

I don't like him (seen)

Pls get back to me (seen)

I want to know if you're at least fine (seen)

I know that you are mad but I didn't know he was coming I swear

That one was hard to ignore

Jasper

You didn't know he was coming so in your head what you did is right to use my feelings and tell me you didn't know he was coming as If that would make a difference you lied to me you led me on and you say you didn't (delete)

Fuck you (sent) (seen)

I saw her typing so I decided to block her number and go back to sleep I cried myself to sleep then eventually I fell asleep

I heard a knock on my door dammit I said to myself who the fuck is this it's 12am in the morning I opened the door and It was Ms Taylor i quickly closed it but it was too late she hold the door before it closes and got in I looked at her and my eyes began to tear up again no I said to myself I'm tired right now I don't wanna fight with you I just wanna go to sleep i said can we at least talk she said what is there to talk about you lied to me led me on and played with my feelings Im so stupid why didn't I see this coming I don't love him she said it doesn't make a difference he's you're boyfriend he's I don't love him I love you she said what I said you love me no no get out Jazz no get out I said pushing her out but she grabbed me by my waist and pinned me to the wall look at me she said I didn't still looking down she took her hand and lift up my head I was in tears she hugged me and I fell into her arms and I cried even more why I said I---I I know you're hurt right now but just know that I love you not him yes I admit it I love you Jazz I know this is not the time you want to hear this but I want you to know leave I said my voice stuttering leave please she let go of me then left I slid don't to the floor and started crying again two minutes later the door opened again I said leav--- i looked up and saw my aunt she saw me crying then held me in her arms what's wrong my baby tell me where's Ms Taylor I cried even more when she said that name it's okay it's okay I'm here okay I'll never leave you the I remember Ms Taylor's words in the elevator that broke me even more so I stood up and went to my room I cried myself to sleep