Chapter 05 Late Eating from Childhood

Although today was quite tiring. I had to think about the two problems that happened to me and my parents. It might be a struggle to solve these problems! At first, I didn't have any confidence that this problem would be solved in the near future. It seemed impossible.

Finally, I knew that the family's past was very heavy. But the matter of being convinced of my opinion is difficult for me, why? Because both of my parents are very stubborn and have very high egos. Neither of them wants to give in to the other.

What's more, this problem actually happened when I was still at school.

I guess it's hard to solve the problem. Why not tell the first child? Why do you have to show it right in front of me? Why Dad? Why Mom? Please... this kind of attitude makes me even more traumatized when I have a partner like this.

It's a shame that I had a lot on my mind while in Bandung after facing a whole bunch of problems. Maybe most people are overreacting, but one thing that might be too much to ask is to go to Yogyakarta.

I don't know why, but while I'm here, I feel like there's something they might have forgotten. Hah.... It's a shame that my life is not very useful while I'm breathing on earth. I have a desire to give something very positive and try to find a solution. Like my friend said.

Sometimes I've been too much, I've snapped at my father and mother. Maybe my mistake doesn't need to be forgiven. Because it was repeated several times. Anyway, this year my parents will get along as well as possible. But still pessimistic.

Too bad life with them is perfect. Heh... there are even a lot of problems, and one thing that makes me seem exaggerated. Why are the complex neighbors here so nosy? I even gave them a warning. Heh... still, still listening from outside.

It's a pity that I can't solve this problem yet. It's too early to get involved in my parents' problems. Every child seems to feel a sense of loss, and I still have negative thoughts.

Maybe I'll feel like my parents one day. When I get married!

"Jar, what are you experiencing?"

"Heh! It's okay. If I'm experiencing it, for example. That means I have a lot on my mind, if you know my habits. Actually, it's too much for me to daydream in the middle of the day. I'm afraid of being possessed by the devil."

"Hahahaha .... hahaaha .... hahahaha .... aya-aya wae,"

"Heh, wait! Why are you speaking Sundanese? Since when, Jar?"

"Do you just want to know or do you really want to know?" I asked in a tone that was trying to be funny.

"Yeah, I'd definitely choose to know."

"Later, because I'm in a hurry to get home."

I wonder, if I say this, will something happen or not? Even if he is offended by my words. Then I must apologize to her! Don't let our friendship be destroyed. Because a trivial problem will not be solved.

Other friends may feel the same way. If I can't keep my mouth shut. Oh yeah, I just remembered my parents' problem. Is it possible that being offended makes them fight a lot? Besides, this problem can't be solved unless they both lower their egos.

I don't think I, as the second child, will be bothered by the information about the fight on social media. If it is something related to personal matters. There should be no need to tell other people. What else to put on social media. Because this kind of thing has too many risks. Including the fact that father owns a well-known company in Yogyakarta.

Everyone here knows what kind of person you are, so I don't want to compare you with other people. Father is very close to his children, but there's no need to tell other people. It's enough for us to know! Other people don't need to know.

Because everyone will know. They don't even need to be told, they already know.

If they can get along one day. Well... As his son, I will give thanks, but I have to be careful. Sometimes a person's words or heart will not be the same, and one more thing, there will be quite a fight than usual.

You can't solve this problem with a cool head!

I can only give my opinion so that the neighbors here know what privacy is? I still have the urge to ask them. Even though it's hard after thinking about it over and over again. But my friend is still trying to convince me in other ways.

Even though I'm home now. But my gut feeling often tells me that there will be a fight big enough to outweigh World War III. Imagine it from now on! Instead of having regrets in the end. That's right, I predicted something would happen.

There are even neighbors here who try to eavesdrop, even though they are far away, but because my parents have high-pitched voices. They will definitely hear my parents' voices.

What makes me embarrassed is when they ask me. What should I say, except to give reasons, I don't think I can make them leave here. I want to vent to my best friend, every time I call, I never pick up the phone.

I'm pretty sure my best friend has been lazy to listen to my heart until it ends up like a very long thesis.

"Jar, come here for a moment! I need to have a serious talk with you."

"Wow .... not usually, you want to talk seriously. I usually like to joke around."

"Well, that was a long time ago. Now that I've changed, I want to change my attitude to be more useful to others. It's not my true character, but the matter of the heart cannot lie."

"What do you mean? I don't quite understand what you mean. Please explain."

"Okay, I'll explain. As long as you listen."

"Yes, my friend is the loudest. When you meet me,"

"That's great! If you have a nagging friend. Instead of not reminding each other,"

"It could be, he gave the reason. Makes it hard for me to talk anymore," Fajar said trying to calm down and gave her a smile.

Even though I said in my heart, "Actually, she's pretty to me. But unfortunately, I can't do anything about it. That's why every time I want to express this feeling, I'm afraid someone at home is watching."

"Dawn, why are you smiling?"

"I think the questions you're asking can be made into a comedy."

"You're joking, right?"

"No, I'm serious," I said with a serious look.

Even though I can't laugh because I'm entertained after your presence here. Even though he often talks seriously, but the look in his eyes makes me feel that his name is falling in love. I know expressions like that can go viral on social media. Even his friends often ask him for photos.

"Jar, let's go to the house later!"

"Come on, let's go! But do they cook at home?"

"So, what, Jar?"

"Usually, lunch he Hehe ...,"

"Heh ... habit deh, from childhood often eat late. You'll get sick! So don't eat late too often. You must eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner on time. Even if your body is strong, it doesn't mean you won't get sick. Surely, Dawn, you know this. Don't you know that? What kind of pain did Dawn experience? You better take care of your health."

"Wow...your questions are like journalists, there are so many that I can't answer them."