Ever since I was little, I've been learning about patience, it just takes years. In order for this patience to start growing in me, unfortunately I couldn't hold back my tears. After dating my ex from junior high school before entering college. I always prayed that this woman would be my soul mate, but she chose to break up with me. 
I can't do anything but fight to get her heart again, but after contemplating in the room there began to be a little enthusiasm. Although the truth is, my heart is still a bit fragile. After walking through the Maliboro track. I saw a woman so beautiful, and that smile was so sweet. I couldn't deny that I started to like her, so I braked my motorcycle close to her. 
Actually, what was her name? It was a pity that she smiled at me at the beginning, but suddenly her friends moved away from me. Do they know what my past is like? Even if they know, they shouldn't tell anyone. Huh... after getting back on my parked bike, I accidentally looked in the rearview mirror. Apparently, she was looking at me.
After dating Dinaldha. I was a little suspicious of her, without telling her anything about meeting her ex. I should have told her, there was no need to hide the matter. Wouldn't let her ex enter Dinaldha's life! If you really love her. Why did you have to break up? What was the real reason for coming back? 
I'm not sure since I started to worry, but my friend was patient, and tried to think positively. Unfortunately, I can't really hold back the heartache. Hah.... I need to talk to him alone, what is the real purpose of returning to Yogyakarta? Even if you want to stay in touch with my girlfriend, you can do it through the WhatsApp application. There is no need to bring Dinaldha and her ex together, let alone meeting elements that remind memories with her. 
Meanwhile, I also have memories with him. And the place is exactly the same as what Dinaldha's ex had in mind? I didn't realize or how I had stared at him.

Memories With You In Yogyakarta

Even now I feel angry with them. At the very least, I have to keep my emotions in check. So that neither my friend nor Dinaldha would think negatively. Maybe they all just want to do something. But their plan is wrong. I could have just handed over everything inside me. 


 Too bad I can't do that! Because I still love her. Even though you hurt my heart, I've never done anything as stupid as you did. Why should I do that? To make Dinaldha feel what I feel now? 


 Usually, misunderstandings even make me think. Yes, never mind, I'll understand what Dinaldha's feelings are like? It's too bad that I can't help you both. For my friend is your fight. While Dinaldha is my lover, full of secrets. 


 Without any notice of coming here. Heh..... even makes me wonder and confuse why I should cooperate with the company where I work? That's it. The rest is just mediocre. As long as there's clarity, it means a lot in my life. 


Chapter 20 I'm Still Unsure