After Aricia's sobbing had quieted, she felt an eerie silence settle over her. Her heart still pounded, an erratic rhythm against her ribs, as she slowly disconnected herself from the moment. The heat of her own breath, warm against her trembling hands, reminded her that she had lost control, however briefly. Mortified, she wiped her tear-streaked face, willing the redness from her eyes as she took three counted steps backward, careful and precise, as though the distance could somehow erase what had just transpired.
She stretched out her hand, fingers curling slightly, her mouth opening as if to offer some hurried explanation, but nothing came. Words failed her, slipping through her mind like grains of sand through her fingers. She was confused herself. How? Why? When?
How?
Wait—no. She didn’t even want to know. It didn’t matter. But for some reason, he hadn’t pushed her away either. And that... that was the real problem.