Chapter 6 -

Yes, after that, I took a very long shower.

In the shower, I still remembered the way he rubbed.. That. It felt.. So strange.. But so good. I can't describe it. That damn bastard knew I was a virgin and took advantage of the fact I didn't know what to do. I'm not gonna think of it longer, otherwise I'll get hard. My dick already hurts enough! 

The next day, I bought some actual clothing and finally relaxed in my amazing, huge penthouse, enjoying my last day off before school started again on Monday. A lot can happen in three days.

Did anything happen last night? I don't know what you're talking about. The reason I'm trying to act normal is that, first of all, the Jaehwa I know wouldn't give up his dear Eliam so easily—especially not in a day. This must be a plot to make Eliam jealous. Jaehwa is probably showing off how easily he could get with anyone, even his roommate, hoping Eliam, being as insecure as he is, will give in. Plus, that "give me a week" comment? Why would anyone remember that, especially coming from me?

I spent the entire day resting on the king-sized bed, overlooking the city. I figured this would be the best way to recover. A trip to the spa? Why not? Decent meals? Why not! I love money more than most things.

Speaking of money, I did buy Eliam a gift. I wanted to repay him for taking care of me that day. I hope he'll like the pink butterfly hair clip adorned with jewels from Pandora. It was quite expensive—where I lived before, it would have been half the price.

Why a random, but aesthetically pleasing butterfly clip? Out of all the gifts Daehyun bought for Eliam, he really only treasured a pink flowered hair clip. It was strange, but he wore it everywhere. I know my gift probably isn't as impressive as Daehyun's, but I hope Eliam sees it as a sign of appreciation.

I clutched the clip lightly, careful not to damage it. I should probably head back to the dorm before the sun sets.

Daehyun hasn't returned to Korea yet, so chapter five of that godforsaken story must not have started. Once Daehyun comes back, he'll likely fight over Eliam, and that's when Eliam's already strange life will take another turn. Also, don't judge me if I don't remember details perfectly.

Oh god, it's almost 5 p.m.? Time to leave, I guess. Goodbye, place. I'd stay if it weren't so tedious and far from school.

I finally reached the dorm. I probably won't sleep tonight since I slept the entire day, from noon to evening. I should give the gift to Eliam if he's free. I walked in to find Eliam working on a project at his wooden desk, decorated with light-colored accessories around the frame. Judging by that, I'm sure he'd like it, right? Why am I so nervous?

As soon as Eliam turned to see me, he dropped what he was doing and rushed over to me, wrapping his arms around me, which made me fall to the floor. I used my hands to break the fall so Eliam wouldn't get hurt.

"Where were you?! I told you I'd be back!" he cried out, his head resting on my chest, his arms still around me after we landed on the ground.

"Well, I thought you were staying out the night with Jaehwa..."

"Don't even talk about that. You were with him, weren't you?" Eliam, who had been lying on my chest, now sat up on top of me, his foot barely touching the ground, looking down as if he were pissed off. I guessed he didn't like that I was with someone he liked.

I tried to answer, trying to ignore the fact that he was sitting directly on my... never mind.

"Well, yes. Did he tell you?"

God, what if Jaehwa told Eliam about what happened between us? Would Eliam hate me too, after I've already gained his trust? 

He looked away, his expression darkening as if he had other plans in mind.

I adjusted Eliam, gently pushing him to sit on the ground rather than on my body. "Hey... so, um..." I replied awkwardly. "I got you a little something..."

I pulled out the pink butterfly clip that had been hidden in my pocket. "I just wanted to thank you... for yesterday." I turned my head away, nervous. I really wanted to get closer to him.

I placed the clip gently in his palm.

Slowly, Eliam's warm grin, which always lifted my mood, returned. "Really? Thank you, Leon." I could tell he was blushing. That moment made me really happy, but he likes someone else anyway. How could I think about being with him? I just hoped Eliam wouldn't dwell too much on what happened between me and Jaehwa.

That night, we watched the sunset while eating dinner (which Eliam cooked himself and I was there for emotional support) together at the glass table on the balcony. The weather was fortunately neither too cold nor too windy.

We got ready for bed, and I finally got to crash again. I had told myself I wouldn't sleep, but after the delicious meal, I was really sleepy again. That was a relief—at least I didn't have to suffer through days trying to fix my sleep schedule.

I lay in bed, deep in thought, unable to keep still as I attempted to fall asleep. I wondered whether I should really get involved or get closer to Eliam. What if Eliam was uncomfortable? He belonged with his boyfriend. Eliam loved both Daehyun and Jaehwa so much that he would bear whatever burdens came his way.

I'm not going to blame myself too much. Using me to make each other jealous is kind of unfair. If you're in love (I'm talking to you, Jaehwa and Eliam), just communicate, for heaven's sake. Why do you need me to complete your love quest? Anyway, I tell myself I'm not affected too much by all this. I refuse to be a victim, even though I might end up with nothing after all this. After all, I'm still the weird kid just trying to get back to his life.

Well, time to sleep. School's tomorrow. I'm not sure how I'll interact with anyone since I have no friends, but I'll try not to worry about it right now. Goodnight, awful world.

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It was 2 a.m. in the dead of night, and Eliam was wide awake. 

He got up slowly, careful not to make any noise, and stood up with a determined look on his face. He had other thoughts in mind. 

Walking over to Leon's room, Eliam made sure to stay as quiet as possible. He opened the door with a smooth, swinging motion that ensured no creak would escape. 

As he entered the room, he looked down at the sleeping Leon. His plan had worked perfectly; nothing could wake him up. Leon needed to sleep properly for once anyway.

Eliam approached Leon and crouched on the floor to be at eye level with the bed. He observed Leon's sleeping face, noting the different expressions he was making, as if he were having a nightmare. Poor guy, Eliam thought.

Eliam was tempted to kiss him right then, maybe even let him explore his desires through sex. But Leon was so innocent; Eliam knew he would need to be trained. The thought excited him. Would having sex with him be gentle with Leon, unlike Jaehwa? Would it be passionate or loving? Eliam wondered with curiosity.

But not now. Eliam had something important to do.

Eliam needed answers. Why the fuck was Leon with that bastard?

He then remembered the book that Jaehwa told him about, that it was proof that Leon was obsessed with Jaehwa and Daehyun. But he knew that wasn't possible now, because he understood that Leon had gone through some type of memory loss after their many conversations with each other.

Eliam had fallen in love with Leon over the past few days. It seemed crazy to fall for someone so quickly, but Eliam couldn't help it. He was at a point in his life where he needed genuine affection the most, and if it hadn't been for Leon approaching him that same day, Eliam was certain he would have given in to Jaehwa's demands and sold his life away. He wasn't going to let anyone take Leon from him this time.

Eliam eased the drawer open with slow, deliberate motion, careful not to make a sound. Inside, he saw it: the same purple notebook Leon used to bury himself in during lunch hours before his memory was replaced.

Eliam flipped through the pages. Jaehwa was right—the contents were far from orthodox. 

He opened the book to a random page and found it filled with pictures and collages of Jaehwa. They were seemingly taken in secret—during soccer practices, classes, and even while Jaehwa was having a one-night stand, captured through an open window.

Below, the text was written with neat and clear handwriting. Something Leon didn't have these past few days.

"I need it.. I need it right now.. I need Jaehwa's hard dick thrusting over and over again in my used hole.. I needed Daehyun's large shaft deep down in my throat as I gag and choke on it. I want them to treat me rough and aggressively, to be their little slut for them."

Eliam flipped open another page.

"I couldn't stop thinking of Jaehwa today. I tried using a sex toy, but It wasn't enough. I needed him to take my virginity."

Despite knowing full well that Leon would not remember this, Eliam felt himself slowly grow with anger and jealousy through each page he saw. 

"So he's a bottom, huh? Maybe I should have known."

Eliam muttered quietly, closing the book and placing it back in its original location. He smiled with anticipation, staring at the innocent Leon who knew nothing.

He leaned in closer to Leon, his face still showing signs of distress.

Eliam touched Leon's lips with his fingertips gently. 

Eliam's finger slowly slipped inside Leon's mouth, his lips parting.

Leon's tongue traced around Eliam's finger, his face quickly relaxing as he sucked on the finger in his mouth.

"Cute." Eliam whispered under his breath.

He suddenly felt the urge to prove he was better than Jaehwa in every goddamn way. 

How? Eliam knew exactly how. 

"I'll make you fall in love with me too, Leon."

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Disappointingly, I woke up the next day to find that nothing had changed. 

I think God must hate me.

The white curtains were fluttering in the wind. Yikes, I forgot to close the window—now it's freezing in here. Sometimes I forget just how cold it can get.

I made my way to the living room, rubbing my eyes and yawning, to find Eliam preparing breakfast. I probably would have starved if not for this blessing of a guy. I waved at him, still half-asleep. We'd stayed up pretty late last night, so I had no idea how he had the energy to get up early and make breakfast.

"Hey... smells good."

"Morning, Leon. Just try this!" Eliam exclaimed enthusiastically.

As I ate, Eliam just stood there, smiling like the most beautiful man alive. Was it strange? Yes. Did it make me extremely self-conscious about eating even a little bit messily? Absolutely.

"So... um... Aren't you hungry?" I stammered, trying to avoid making eye contact with his mesmerizing look. Just when I thought I could get comfortable around him, I was reminded that our looks were on completely different levels.

"Just enjoy it. I didn't poison it, so don't worry." 

He beamed with happiness, as if his smile could light up the whole room while I awkwardly ate.

After breakfast, I got ready for school. 

This was the first time I was wearing the light blue uniform that had plagued the scenes of the manhwa. I was really nervous. Now I didn't have people watching my back 24/7. If I were stuck here forever, it would absolutely suck, as much as I could describe it.

I was about to head out to school when Eliam tugged on my sleeve lightly, stopping me in my tracks.

"Wait... I can walk with you. To school, Leon."

"But don't you have class later, right? With Jaehwa? Maybe it's better if you walk with him."

"No. Just let me go with you." Eliam's gaze was firm as he fixated on me.

"Sure...? But you'll have to wait at school for the next hour. Should I buy a snack for you—"

Eliam didn't hesitate. I swear, I always get cut off trying to say helpful things in the strangest ways. His lips were on mine again, shutting me up momentarily, before he gently pulled away.

"Come on, Leon, let's go." He held out his hand to my stunned, speechless self, leaving me at a loss for words and nearly having a heart attack.