The journey back to Brithuel was quiet.
The air inside the carriage was thick with exhaustion, grief, and something unspoken. Jem sat beside me, her small frame unnervingly still, her hands resting in her lap. Her eyes, once bright with mischief, stared ahead, empty and detached.
She hadn't spoken much since we left. She hadn't cried since Natasha's body went cold in my arms.
Mark sat across from us, his gaze flickering between Jem and me, as if debating whether to say something. He didn't. He understood that some wounds fester in silence, that words could never be enough.
Secrust rode ahead on horseback, keeping a firm grip on Natasha's body, wrapped in a heavy cloth. His shoulders were rigid, his back straight—posture forced into discipline, as if holding himself together through sheer will alone.
I exhaled softly, leaning against the cold window. The weight of everything settled on me like a boulder. Natasha. Her child. The blood on my hands.