42- His Want and Need

*Lucien*

I can not lie, everything she said was etched on my brain. I could not stop thinking about it.

Friends?

I scoff at that.

She wanted us to be friends when I could not stop thinking about my lips on hers.

She wanted us to be friends when I could not stop thinking about my hands on her.

There is no way I wanted us to be friends.

I wanted us back together. I knew she would not have it, but wishful thinking. It is not my fault I still wanted her. I sigh at the term friends, and take another cup of wine.

Friends?

The friend I could not stop thinking about. The friend I wanted and needed. The friend who is the mother of my children. The friend I can not be away from. The one friend I wanted more than anything.

I take another long sip and sigh. This is the last thing I need right now.