*Genevieve*
How could I have been so stupid?
How could I act without an ounce of self control?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I leave his arms and look around me in shock. Thank God we were too tired to actually do the deed even though we were quite close.
I already regret everything.
I knew that agreeing to play the game with him was wrong, but I still did it anyway.
I knew that wearing a bikini with a shawl around my waist was wrong while we were playing a game that involved alcohol, and yet, I still did it anyway.
I gave into my desires, and now, I am full of regret. I wanted nothing more than to be with him, and now, I am leaving him.
I lock my room, shower and go back to bed. I lay on my bed, and I look up at my ceiling replaying our day together. A day that could have been avoided had I done the needful and stayed away