contradictory psychology

"Sister, don't say that." Chen Yushuang is not a stupid woman. She is from Chenjiazhuang. It is said that she is one of the few high school students in the village. After marrying into Taohua Village, Chen Yushuang and Niu Da built the first plastic greenhouse in the village. The next year, they earned tens of thousands of yuan. In addition, Chen Yushuang also has a very good embroidery skill. The embroidered flowers, birds, and mandarin ducks are as vivid as if they were alive. "Sister, whoever says you are useless? You can embroider, you are educated, and you have knowledge about greenhouses." "I think you are stronger than the vast majority of women." He said it resolutely and forcefully, which stunned Chen Yushuang. After a long while, Chen Yushuang came to her senses. She shook her head repeatedly, indicating that she didn't have such great ability. In addition, in her own opinion, that wasn't considered a real skill and couldn't be put on the table at all. "Sister Shuang, like this. Starting tomorrow, you start thinking about embroidery." "I guarantee that I can sell the things you embroider. As much as you embroider, I can sell as much for you." In a moment of enthusiasm, Su Qiang took on everything and promised with his chest puffed out. After saying those words, he also regretted it a bit. But looking at Chen Yushuang's surprised expression, he felt that he had to do it. Chen Yushuang looked at Su Qiang in surprise. She felt that his eyes were so bright and so fiery. It was as if there were two hooks that were going to hook her heart and liver. She felt her heart beating very fast and couldn't help but lower her head. "That, that, I, can I really do it?" Su Qiang reached out and grabbed Chen Yushuang's small soft hand. "Sister Shuang, you can. You definitely can." His action was actually just a moment of excitement. He really didn't have any bad intentions. But others didn't think so. Chen Yushuang was greatly surprised and suddenly stood up. But for some reason, she still let Su Qiang hold her little hand. "You, you, don't, don't do this." In fact, she was surprisingly not repelled by Su Qiang's action that made her heart beat faster. But she was just shy, and even her whole body was trembling. You should know that for a long time, no one has dared to be so frivolous with her. Of course, this is only because it's Su Qiang. If it were someone else, Chen Yushuang could pick up a kitchen knife and fight with that person desperately. Speaking of which, this is fate. There is no falsehood in it at all. Su Qiang looked at Chen Yushuang and also realized that his action was a bit rude. However, Chen Yushuang's appearance seemed to give him the greatest encouragement. "Gulp." He swallowed saliva and felt his body getting hotter little by little, and his breathing naturally became heavier. After all, Chen Yushuang is a woman. She naturally knew why Su Qiang had changed. "That, I, I have to go home." To be honest, Chen Yushuang was in a contradictory state of mind at this time. She was very clear that if she continued to stay here, something would really happen. She vaguely expected it in her heart, but there was more fear. In addition, there was the inner resistance of self-esteem and self-love to certain things. Su Qiang was also suffering inside. He was not a gentleman at all. Instead, he had expectations and pursuits for matters between men and women. He really hoped that Chen Yushuang could stay. "Uh, well, Sister Shuang, it's dark and the road is slippery. Walk slowly." After saying those words, Su Qiang really wanted to slap himself. Looking at Chen Yushuang's shy and seemingly receptive yet hesitant appearance, if he were thicker-skinned, perhaps tonight... Well, the words had already been spoken and couldn't be taken back. Chen Yushuang was stunned for a moment. She couldn't tell whether she was happy or disappointed. In any case, she was not happy. She gave Su Qiang a look and turned to walk out. "Sister Shuang, I want to open a medical clinic in the village. At that time, let's work hard together. Do you think it's good?" At the door, Su Qiang suddenly grabbed her little hand and said seriously. Chen Yushuang pursed her lips and looked down at Su Qiang's big hand, not knowing what to do. That hand was very powerful and hot, making her heart feel like there was a fire. She hesitated for a moment and her eyes turned red again. Chen Yushuang thought of her strong and unfeeling sister-in-law and her heart suddenly became a mess. Her sister-in-law was good in every way except that she watched her too closely, as if she were watching a thief. For example, today, after Su Qiang left, she changed her clothes. Somehow, because of her shame, she changed all her clothes, from inside to outside. Who knew that her sister-in-law would find out. That shrewish woman, holding her close-fitting clothes, interrogated her like interrogating a thief. She quickly explained that because it was hot and she had done a lot of work in the field and was covered in sweat, so she changed all her clothes. Who knew that in the eyes of her sister-in-law, this had become an attempt to cover up and an unjustified excuse. So, she kept pestering and asking questions over and over again. She asked why she changed clothes in broad daylight. She asked why she had changed all her close-fitting clothes. She asked if she couldn't help but be in heat in broad daylight. She even asked if she had a man and had done something bad. This was destroying evidence. This was an insult to her and an even greater slander to her personality. Therefore, Chen Yushuang, contrary to her usual meekness, got angry and had a big argument with her sister-in-law. Later, it wasn't until her mother-in-law stepped in that her sister-in-law left angrily, slamming the door. Chen Yushuang was so angry that she cried a lot and didn't even eat dinner. Because of this, she came to Su Qiang's house as if by a strange coincidence. She suddenly thought that it was already midnight and she was still at Su Qiang's house. If her sister-in-law found out, what would happen? With her sister-in-law's sharp tongue, wouldn't it be spread all over the world? At that time, she wouldn't be able to live anymore. Su Qiang suddenly found that Chen Yushuang had shed tears and immediately felt a bit of heartache. "Sister Shuang, Sister Shuang, what's wrong? Did I make you angry?" Su Qiang was in a bit of a fluster as he tried to wipe away the tears. His clumsy appearance made Chen Yushuang burst into laughter through her tears. "Qiangzi, it's nothing. It's nothing." "I just thought of my sister-in-law who always suspects that I am unfaithful to Niu Da." Chen Yushuang suddenly raised her head and said, "Qiangzi, I know you are a good person and are helping me with good intentions." "But I am still a widow after all. Gossip is a fearful thing." "We have nothing between us. But if others find out, it's okay for me, but it will ruin your reputation." "Qiangzi, I know your kindness. I will work hard. However, however..." Chen Yushuang felt a pain in her heart. She gritted her teeth and said the latter half of the sentence. "We still have to be careful. We mustn't cause you any trouble." After saying that, she broke free from Su Qiang's big hand and was about to open the door. "Sister Shuang, you are not that kind of person. I know." "We are upright and proper. What are we afraid of?" "Besides, you are single and I am not married either. Even if we are really in a relationship..." Chen Yushuang reached out and covered Su Qiang's mouth to prevent him from continuing. "Qiangzi, my sister-in-law has a sharp tongue and is very strong-willed." "And over the years, she has been watching me like watching a thief, for fear that I will find another man." "If she knows about us, I, I won't be able to live anymore." Su Qiang knew that Niu Erya, Chen Yushuang's sister-in-law, was a strong-willed person who wouldn't tolerate any flaws. Although Chen Yushuang only said a few words, Su Qiang could hear how much grievance and tears were contained in it. "Sister Shuang, I understand. Don't worry. If Niu Erya bullies you again, I will stand up for you." Chen Yushuang shook her head and said, "No. What I mean is that you have to treat me as your sister-in-law. Understand? Don't think about anything else." Su Qiang was stunned. For some reason, he felt very uncomfortable. After thinking for a moment, he understood. "Sister Shuang, you..."