Meggg

"You were crying in your sleep. I heard you when I came up," he says casually to me but there's something heavier beneath it, a tension I can't name. Who he? Gabe of course, who else? 

"I'm fine." It comes out of my mouth as if on auto then his words register. I had no idea I spoke in my sleep or in this case, cried. I have been plagued with nightmares about the accident almost every time my eyes close and I give in to subconsciousness. 

Currently, we are in the heated pool because Gabe thinks I should do some laps to unwind my mind. It 'relaxes him' he said but I already knew this. Gabe lived in our pool in his spare time. And in recent times- he apparently lived in Casandra. 

No, I will not be bitter now. It has not happened yet.