Despite his claims to 'cannot live without me' and that 'we are never over' and he 'loves me', Gabe accepted the breakup. He never called me again nor messaged me. He blocked my number- I know because I tried to call him on Christmas Eve to wish him a merry Christmas.
What annoyed me was the simple fact that he deleted and blocked my contact because I am now his ex, right... but why couldn't he have respected me enough to do the same to which he'd done, whilst we were a couple, to Cassandra?
Hmm?
It hurt. It burnt into my soul that I just was never that important to me as I allowed myself to be deluded. I could only blame myself because only I knew what would happen in the future and I stupidly allowed it to be repeated.
No matter what transpired with me and Gabriel Adkins, I regretted nothing for I saved my family and his. And that was worth the heartbreak, I brought onto myself.