"I've always been indifferent to killing people, whether it was those odd ones in the past or the guards and researchers I repeatedly killed just now, my heart remained undisturbed. As they were enemies, they needed to be killed; it was all too natural. It's like weeds trying to grow through stone must find a crack, yet it was hard for me to find room for sorrow or emotions in such deeds.
Now, looking at the scorched marks and observing the disconsolate expression of the girl Lu Chan, I felt an unusual change in my emotions arising from the killing of Chen Long. The past me was merely a visitor in an abnormal world, but now, it seemed I had truly become a part of it. As for why I was feeling this way, I couldn't fully understand it myself.
The girl Lu Chan quickly noticed something in my hand.
"What is this…?" she asked hesitantly.
I raised the silver metal medal in my hand.