Inner Drive Contradiction

All along, my impression of the true form of Ying Lingyun has been drawn from the accounts of various people, and all of them describe him in the same terms: arrogant, mad, evil, ruthless, like a Demon...

However, Mr. Zhu mentioned that Ying Lingyun wasn't always like this. The man that he was originally indeed had a proud and pretentious air to him, yet he possessed a heart filled with a zeal for justice, which led him onto the path of opposition against Yinyue.

It was precisely because he realized he had lost Yinyue forever, that most important woman in his life, that he strangled the version of himself that once upheld high moral standards, abandoned his wife, his children, and himself, denying the greatest achievement of his life, all just to dedicate the remainder of his existence to the singular goal of resurrecting Yinyue.