I can't stay away

I've never claimed to be rational so I'm not surprised when I start my car and followed them. The security guy let them through but shut the gate when I get there.

"Who are you here to see?" the guy asks with the most blank expression ever. You'd think he has never seen me before.

"I'm here to see doctor Malachi. He just went in actually."

"okay, hold on"

He dials the phone, it rings but no one answers. "I'm sorry, it seems he is not available right now."

There's fire in my veins at this point and I doubt anyone will hold me responsible for my actions. "you called him just once?" I grit our. "call him again." I snap.

His eyes widen. "Hey sir, I don't think you should speak to me like-

"my manners of speaking will be the least of your concern if you don't pick up the phone and call him back."

He swallows. He must have seen the crazy in my eyes because he immediately picks up the phone and tries again. No response. I'm livid at this point. My mind keeps conjuring different possible things they might be doing that is keeping him from answering the phone. I feel queasy.

"hello, there's someone here to see you."

He pauses and looks at me. "Mr…"

"Tobi" I provide.

"Tobi. He's mister Tobi."

He nods and ends the call before turning to open the gate. "he will see you."

"thank you." I grumble and drive in.

My car is hardly parked when I fly out if the car racing to the door. I ring the doorbell and in no time Mal is opening the door looking handsome as ever.

I look behind him to see where the doctor is.

"Hey what's wrong Tobi" his deep voice washes over me and I calm a little. I look him over, his clothes aren't rumbled nor does his lips look swollen from kisses.

I sigh in relief.

"Nothing."

He squints. "you don't look okay. Do you want to come in?"

"where's your doctor friend?"

He looks confused. "what? How do you know we came together?"

I shrug pulling at the edge of my t-shirt.

"You saw as? Were you following us?"

I roll my eyes. "no. I saw you at the gate."

"you were outside my gate? Why?"

I shrug again. "I don't know. So where is he? Is he still inside?"

He shakes his head and laughs. "you're so crazy T. And no, my doctor friend is not here. I dropped him off at his house."

His statement is both comforting and upsetting at the same time. While I'm happy it isn't his house he brought the doctor to, I still don't like the fact that they live in the same estate.

"hey T. Are you okay?"

Oh fuck T. You feel so good.

I've been trying to suppress that memory. Trying not to think about something I wouldn't get to experience again. But hearing him call me T. Wakes back the memory of that night. Of him in me, fucking me.

I feel lightheaded. My body feels hot all of a sudden and I pull at my shirt to let air in.

"Tobi, you're not answering me. Come in." he pulls me in. I go willingly.

His hands on me awakes my arousal and I go from ten to eighty within seconds.

He drags me to the couch and pushes me to sit. I sit down, placing my hands on my laps to hide my erection.

He goes to take a glass of water and hands it to me.

"Drink." He palms my forehead. "you look dizzy." He comments. "are you sick? He pulls my bottom eye lid down. "you have dark circles. Have you been sleeping well?"

I nod, knowing it's a lie.

He sighs. "you need to be taking care of yourself T."

I whine as the nickname brings a load of memories.

You're so fucking tight.

Look at you moaning like a slut.

His hand on my neck, his lips on my skin, his dick stretching me so good.

I feel dizzy.

"Tobi" he rasps out. I look up at him, his eyes begins to darken. "you shouldn't have come here." He groans.

I couldn't comprehend a thing so I just nod. His blue eye looks blown out. My eyes wander away from his to land on his bulge right in front of my face.

I stretch out a hand and run my fingers along the zipper.

He gasps.

"I've never sucked a dick before. I'm…. curious about how it feels like." I pop the button of his pants open. He's breathing deeper now, but I doubt his anywhere close to the level of gone I am. "can I?" I whisper. I'm not sure he even hears me. But he nods proving he did.

I pull the zip down and the trousers follows. I run my finger along the hot flesh, imagining how it will feel like in my mouth.

He must think I'm nervous because he says. "you don't have to.."

I ignore him. I pull his boxers down and his dick pops out and hits my cheek. I wrap my fingers around the base and stare at the dick that pounded my hole two days back, that left me a blubbering mess.

It's thick and long. And the veins my God. I run my fingers along them. Tracing it up to the head. It's purple he must have been horny for long. I bring my face forward and swirl my tongue on the head, tasting the precome there.

He chokes or gasps I don't know, he certainly sounds like someone loosing air. So he must have liked it.

I savor his taste. It's not bad. A little bit salty. So not bad. I wrap my lips around the head and gently suck.

His hips jerks forward a bit. "oh fuck." He moans.

I pull off him and lick the head again.

"You're doing so good baby, so good." He whispers as he places his hand on my hair.

His praise does something weird to me. It makes me giddy. So I double down and swallow his dick as far down as I could.

Well, surprise surprise, I don't have a gag reflex. "fuckkk!" He moans loudly. He grips my hair. Thank God I haven't gone for a hair redo or I would have missed the heady feeling his grip on my hair brings me. "you don't even have a gag reflex huh? It's like you were born to suck my dick."

I pull of the dick and a moan follows through, the sound from my throat sounds like sex and vocal pleasure. I am so hard but I refuse to touch myself. I don't want to be distracted from the task at hand.

I look up into his eyes and his are so bright from arousal. "fuck look at you." He murmurs.

I do back down on his dick and take him in till base. He's so far back down my throat my mind gets cloudy. What is this feeling.

I feel numb, like my body has been strung dry of every tension. I'm fucking in euphoria. I eyes falls close as my body goes limp.

"oh fuck oh fuck T. You're…. Fuck" he shoves my mouth back a bit before bringing it back. All my senses go crazy as hell thrusts back and forth, using my mouth as a cock sleeve. "you feel so good, taking me I. So deep.. fuck" he groans. I'm so so hard. Tears starts leaking from my eyes from the pressure of his in my throat. My head gets stuffy and I feel my orgasm near.

I grind my palm on my dick and I feel him tense up. He buries his dick down my throat. He gasps. "I'm coming T." his muscles clench as I feel him coming down my throat.

He pulls me off him and kisses my lips. My head still feels warm and dizzy but my body feels lighter. He moves his hand to my trouser to unzip me.

"Oh." He says.

I look down to see I came too.

Without any fucking stimulation. Fuck.

I laugh. I feel giddy, I feel lighter, I feel free.