The Cave

He shifted her onto his lap and gently felt first one breast, then the other, and the deep valley between them.

It took some time because they were disproportionately large on her petite frame.

He wondered if she was in a lot of pain every day with how tightly she was binding her chest to try and hide them, wishing he was in a position to tell her not to keep doing that; was her mother aware of this unhealthy practice?

He had to stop and take a moment to recompose himself.

His mind was really in overdrive now. It had wandered into places it shouldn't and then kept right on wandering... off the cliff and into the fiery pit.

He tried chanting his Confucian Analects. 

It was definitely the right call to avoid looking. Touching had already been more than he could 'handle' without adding a close-up vision he knew he wouldn't be able to forget in a hurry... Make that, ever...