Season: Autumn
Weather: Cloudy
Day of the week: Monday
Date: 22nd April, 2024
I saw Bezel and the evil demon. They walked past my apartment block, chatting and eating bread rolls in paper bags. I hope they haven't settled down nearby. If they have, I will have to be very careful about leaving home.
What do I do?
Should I tell Deaglan?
What's happened to my quiet and peaceful life where I was just going through the motions. I was quite happy with the way things were. But then the Stony Boss happened. And then I've been getting sick, somehow being noticed by people who had never noticed me before and now the evil demon is out to get me.
Can I go back to my old life of work?
Being distracted, I started working online and got reported by my team leader to Deaglan who came back to tell me off and help me back to bed. I'm covered with bruises and moving hurts.
I don't want to go back to bed. I might fall asleep. If I fall asleep, the evil demon leaps out of the dark at me. Behind him are those other perverts who want to do things to me. I can't - I don't want to sleep.
Deaglan is still angry with me, I think. The only thing I can think of doing is to keep writing, but what to keep writing, I'm not sure.
My bedsheets need changing. Maybe I'll get back up to change them and put them to wash. Deaglan can't stop me if he's not home. Right?
Oh. He's still home. I just got a scolding when he heard me moving around the room. He looks like he's in a bad mood.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm such an attention hog and wasting your time. I'm sorry I'm not a person that's easier to look after and that things keep happening to me that you have to keep looking after me. Things weren't meant to be this way. I wasn't meant to move in with anyone, you know.
I can still live on my own. I'm an adult. All grown up. I don't need people watching over me. I can live on my own and look after myself. I've managed on my own for this many years.
Maybe I should find an apartment to rent for myself again. Maybe I should move out. The evil demon has surely worked out that I live in this area. I should move.
Yes. That sounds like a great idea, but where would I move to? What area? What would be my ideal rent? I'd have to do my research on the current rental costs in the various areas near work. I think it'd be best to find a place near work, even if it might be more expensive than I want it to be.
Now that I have so much compensation money in my bank, I should put it to use. If I don't use it to improve my standard of living, what would be the point? If I move out, my stuff won't be cluttering up the space in Deaglan's apartment anymore. Although it's cheap here, I still feel like I'm imposing. I don't really feel comfortable. Especially not when he's in a bad mood like he has been the last few days.
As for why he might be in a bad mood, I don't really want to think about it. It might be me he's upset with.