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Yanna's POV

"Yanna," Xaryan called to my attention.

I looked at him and smiled.

"Yanna, is that really your decision? You decided to separate from Kalix because you are leaving? What if Kalix is more hurt because of what you are going to do," was his next question.

"Xaryan, that's my decision. I want Kalix to be happy, I don't want him to be sad and I don't want to hurt him because of me." I explain. "Xaryan, we're not sure. Maybe I'm not just going to study there in Korea,"

Surprisingly, he looked at me because of what I said. "What do you mean, Yanna?"

"What if my parents introduce me to the son of their business partner, what if I suddenly get an arranged marriage? So Xaryan, until earlier. Kalix and I have to separate, he will be hurt more if I prolong this relationship. the two of us. " My answer.

"Yanna," he said and held my hand. "If that happens, you will not allow it and I will not allow it. I want you to marry the man you love, not the man who just forced you and the man you do not love."

I smiled. "I'm not sure yet, Xaryan. We still don't know if that will really happen,"

"Just, Yanna. Remember, There is a man who loves you and is waiting for you to come back. And that is Kalix," he said and smiled.

I smiled and nodded.

"If what you say happens, I'll help you. I'll help you talk to them Tita not to continue marrying you and the child of their business partner." He said reason for me to nod.

I approached him and hugged him tightly. "Thank you, Xaryan. Because you are always here by my side always,"

"Because you're my cousin and my bestfriend," she whispered to me with a smile.

I was immediately relieved to hug Xaryan when my phone rang.

Kalix is calling .....

I answered it immediately.

['Yanna']

'Kalix we need to talk, I have something to tell you. Something really important '

['Me too']

'Where will we meet?'

['Playground near subdivision']

'Ok-' I didn't finish what I was going to say when he suddenly dropped me a call.

I immediately looked at Xaryan after that.

"What happened?" She asked.

"Kalix end the call without saying bye or I love you, he also did not finish what I was going to say." I told him.

****

As the rain poured down, so did my feelings.

I feel something is wrong, not with me but with him.

It was as if he was even colder in the air, as if in a few minutes he would be icy in the freezing cold.

We still don't have a clue.

"Yanna,"

Why is it like this?

Why do I feel this way?

Why does Tadhana seem to drive us away, away.

"Yanna, I don't want to. Let's break up," he said which caused me to suddenly release the glass I was holding.

At the same time that glass fell, at the same time my tears flowed.

Yanna, ayoko na. Let's break up....

Yanna, ayoko na. Let's break up....

Yanna, ayoko na. Let's break up.....

Suddenly what he said echoed in my mind.

Suddenly I was stunned and none of myself looked at him when everything he said sank into my brain.

Did I hear right?

Did I hear it right?

None of my own picked up the broken wine glass which caused me to be injured, he immediately grabbed me by the arm and forced me to stand up.

"Leave it," he said causing me to look at him.

"Is it that easy? It's easy to say you don't want to?" None of my own question to him.

"W-wait, is what I heard right? You don't want to? You're breaking up with me?" I asked him.

He averted his eyes.

"You heard right, Yanna." He said that was the reason I looked at him.

"Are you serious, Kalix? If you're just kidding, please. That's enough, stop it. I'm not happy with your jokes, because it hurts me."

"I'm dead serious, I don't want to. Is it hard to understand the word I don't want to ?! Is it hard? Tell me, Yanna. Is it hard ?!" It asked me out loud.

"Yes, it's hard. It's hard to accept because I love you, I love you so much so it's hard to accept that you don't want to." I answered him aloud. "But why don't you want to?" I asked him crying.

"Because I'm tired," he replied simply.

I frowned.

"Tired of where?" I asked him while looking straight into his eyes.

"I'm tired of our relationship."

"I'm tired of our relationship, Kalix. I'm so tired,"

"Are you really tired or do you love someone else? Answer my question, Kalix." I will ask.

"You want to know the truth?" He asked.

"I want to know the truth. What is the truth? Kalix, What ?!"

"I don't love anyone else, Okay? I just really don't want to, I'm tired of our relationship." He said that was the reason I was stopped.

"But why, it's so easy for you?" I asked.

"I'm sorry," he said causing me to faint.

"It seems like it's easy for you to throw away our one-year relationship," I asked him while looking straight into his eyes.

"I'm sorry,"

"I'm sorry? Is that all you can say. That's all you can say, Kalix?" I asked him.

He just looked at me and did not answer.

"If you don't want to. Okay, I'm letting you go," I said and walked away.

****

I'm still an idiot until I get here, I don't know why this is?

It hurts so much, you know the type you're leaving. That you tell him you're leaving because you need to, but you can't because he broke up right away.

Does he know? Did he know I was leaving to go to Korea because I had to continue my studies there.

Kuya Sean put his arm around me while I was packing.

I turned to him.

"Are you okay?" He asked worriedly.

I smiled and nodded. "I'm okay, Kuya."

Here it is again, I'm wearing my fake smile again. Fake smile that will cover up how I really feel.

Kairon's POV

I am with Kalix now, I do not know what is happening to him now.

"Kalix, what's your problem?" I asked him.

He was able to hold it in his hair and he did not pull himself out.

"Yanna and I just break up," he said suddenly causing me to look at him.

"What ?!" Shocked I said.

Yanna didn't say that Kalix and I broke up ahh.

"I break up with her," None of her own said.

"Why?"

"Because I want 'to, I'm tired Sky." No emotion he said.

"What the Hell, Kalix. Yanna's leaving," I said causing her to suddenly look at me.

"What?" Its a confusing question.

"Kalix, Yanna's leaving. She's leaving tomorrow," I told her emphatically.

"W-why?" He stammered.

"Because she needs it," I answered weakly.

He suddenly stood up because of what I said. "Fuck," he shouted angrily and pulled himself up.

"Kalix," I called softly to him.

"I need to see her," he told me and walked to the door.

Even before he touched the doorknob I immediately called him.

"Kalix, it's tomorrow. When you go to Yanna's house, it won't show you after what happened to you." I told him.

He walked back annoyed, obviously disgusted with himself.

Yanna's POV

I'm here now at the airport with them Kuya, they are naughty eh they want to take me.

But that's okay, why did Kuya Sean go with me to the states, right? Edi I will be harder.

Denzel approached me and messed up my life as if you thought I was a dog. "Be careful there, Yanna ahh. Take care of yourself and I will not be there next to you when you are in the states," he said causing me to tap his hand.

I straightened my curly hair and looked at him badly. "I don't know about you, Denzel. I'm big, I can do it alone so don't make me a baby there." Irritated I answered him.

"I'm sorry," he said, grabbing her nape and bowing.

He suddenly looked at me which is why I looked at him too. "Are you sure you're leaving?" He asked which is why I beat him. "Aray ahh !!"

"You are abnormal. You said that I will continue my departure because I wasted the opportunity and then you will ask me if I am sure I will leave." I answered him and laughed softly.

"I'm sorry," he said angrily which made me laugh.

"Yanna," Kuya Sean suddenly called to me causing me to look back at it. "Be safe always, Okay? And take care of yourself, never leave yourself there." He said that caused me to smile and nod.

Denzel immediately pulled me closer to him and hugged me tightly. Kuya Sean also hugged. "We will miss you youngest."

I also hugged them back. "I will miss you too," I said and smiled.

I let go of the hug tsla face them. "Oh hey, I'm leaving because I might be late for my flight." I said goodbye and they both hid me.

I turned around and walked away.

Even before I went inside I turned to them and waved.

"Babye," I said smiling as I waved at them both.

I'm sure I'll miss them both, of course I'll miss them too Jasper.

I will also be gone for a few years because I will also study for a long time in the States and maybe I will live there as well.

I do not know if Denzel or Kuya Sean had already said that I had left to go to the States.

I already told them that but I hope they still remember, maybe they just suddenly forgot what I told them yesterday.

Ring ...

The phone suddenly rang which caused me to take it out of my bag and immediately answered the call.

"Hello?"

['Yanna, it's me Jabez']

"Why did you get called?"

['Have you left yet?']

"No, but later I will leave. I'm just waiting for my flight,"

'The passengers to States, please go to our respective lines please'

"Jabez, I need to leave now."

['Yanna, never forget to call ah']

"All right." I said tska iend the call and walked to the queue.

"You can do it, Yanna. Just fighting" I said to myself.

Kalix's POV

I am here now in front of Yanna's house, in case I see her here.

"Yanna !!" I shouted loudly.

Suddenly the door of the house opened, Sean came out and immediately walked towards the Gate.

He opened it. "What do you need, Kalix?" Its a question.

"Yanna?" I asked.

"Yanna is not here," was its simple answer.

"Take Yanna out, I know she's here." I said loudly and approached the gate. "Yanna !! Come out oh, let's talk."

"Kalix, Yanna is not here." No emotion it says.

"Without Yanna, where is she?" I said emphatically.

"At the Airport," he said seriously causing me to look at him.

"Which Airport?" I asked uneasily.

"Kalix, he is no longer in the Philippines. He is already in the States," he said, causing me to tweak my own hair.

"Fuck," I sighed annoyed.

"Kalix, you better just go home. You and Yanna are gone, you broke up with her right? Let go of Yanna, she will soon marry another man. To the son of our parents' business partner," he said.

I looked at him and was shaken.

"No," I said softly. "Not allowed,"

"Kalix you can do nothing, Yanna can do nothing. It's our parents decision," he said emphatically.

"No, that can't happen. I will prevent Yanna from marrying someone else," I insisted.

"You know, Kalix. Don't be stubborn, you can't do anything. I also know that Yanna will agree. Why? You are gone, she will soon forget you too, Kalix. So move on "Maybe my brother just met you and was not destined for each other." He said and closed the gate for me.

"Sean !!" I shouted loudly at his name.

Annoyed, I pulled myself together and punched the wall.

Little by little my tears flowed.

"Yanna," I cried as I mentioned her name.

None of my own I walked closer to my car, I opened the door and none of my own I entered the driver seat.

And the car I was driving was not on my own.

Only later ...

Bogshhhhhh ....

My head hit the steering wheel when my car and another car collided.

I opened my eyes. "Yanna," I whispered softly in the name of the woman I love.

Gradually my vision blurred.

Later I lost consciousness.

Bryle's POV

We were all stunned and none of us stood up when Kalix's photo suddenly fell and shattered.

"Kalix," I said confused.

"Call Kalix !!" Xaryan also shouted at me in confusion.

I dialed kalix's number ....

"Kalix, answer my fucking call." I said a little annoyed.

It's just a ring .....

No one's answering.

I called it again. "Kalix, answer your fucking phone."

Still nothing.

I angrily dropped my phone. "Bullshit!" I shouted angrily as I grabbed my head, and none of my hair was pulled back.

Later, my phone suddenly rang, I immediately picked up my phone on the floor.

I looked at the caller's ID.

'Kalix'

I answered it immediately.

'Fuck, Kalix. Where have you been? We are still calling you !! ' I said angrily.

['Sir, this is police. The owner of this cellphone had an accident, can I ask you what you did when you had the accident? '] Someone on the other line said.

I could not speak because of what I heard.

['Sir?']

'I'm his Cousin'

['Okay, Sir Bryle']

'Where is my cousin?' I will ask.

['It's in HUH, you can go to your cousin'] He said from the other line.

'Okay,' I said and immediately ended the call.

I got up, put on my jacket and immediately took my car key from the table.

Even before I could get out the door Sky immediately called me.

"Where are you going?" Its a question.

"At the Hospital, Kalix had an accident." My answer.

They immediately stood up and took their belongings. "We are the same," they said Xaryan.

I shook. "You're just here, Xaryan. You and Allyza, join Xiomara here." I said reason to nod it.

I turned to Jabez. "Leave me alone, join them Xaryan here."

He nodded in response.

I opened the door and finally came out, the four followed me.

As soon as I got in the car I immediately rushed it to the hospital.

They were in the other car Kairon, it was following me.

When we got to the opposite of HUH I immediately got down there and ran inside.

There was a nurse who immediately approached Me, Kairon was behind me.

"Sir, can I help you?" The nurse asked me.

"Yes, where is Kalix John Harrison's room?" I ask here.

"Room 117, Sir." He said and pointed. We followed him.

"This way sir," he said and pointed to a room.

I nodded here.

"Thank you," I said and quickly went inside.

It was as if I was out of breath when I saw Kalix lying on the hospital bed while unconscious.

Yanna's POV

My belongings were already arranged here at home when I arrived, the picture of Kalix and me is also on the side table.

How is he?

Does he know I can leave?

Suddenly my heart beat faster when the picture of Kalix and I suddenly fell.

I immediately picked it up, The picture frame is broken.

I suddenly felt nervous causing me to take my phone out of my pocket and easily denial Bryle's number.

Ring .... Ring .... Ring ...

['Hello, Yanna?']

'Bryle, how's Kalix? Does he know I'm here in the States? '

['He's fine, don't worry about him. He knows, Yanna. '] He said from the other line.

None of my own nodded.

'That's fine,'

['Why did you call, Yanna?']

'Hmm, because the picture of Kalix and me was broken. I was nervous because something bad happened to Kalix, so I called you '

['No, He's fine']

'Good' I said and smiled.

['Yanna,']

'Yes?'

['Take care of yourself']

'I will'

['I'll hang up']

'Okay' I said as I put my phone down on the table.

Bryle says, Kalix is fine. But why do I feel so different? Why does something seem wrong?

Could it be that something bad happened to Kalix?

I was immediately shaken by what I said.

Yanna, stay calm. Bryle said, Kalix is okay. So you do not have to worry. You're just tired so what are you thinking.

I sighed and went up to my room, Maybe I was just tired because of my long flight to the States.

When I got into my room I fell down on my bed, I was very tired from the trip.

I was about to close my eyes when my phone suddenly rang.

I immediately took it and no one looked at the screen who answered it.

'Hello?'

['Yanna please, Kalix will not like it when he finds out that you gave up your dream because of him']

'Fine, I'm not going home'

['Good']

'Yanna'] Xaryan whispered in my name as he sobbed.

'Why are you crying?' I asked him worriedly.

['K-Kalix'] He said it made me feel very nervous.

'What's wrong with Kalix ?!' I said a little louder.

['N-accident']

'What ?!'

['K-Kalix in an accident']

'Xaryan, Please don't joke like that'

['Yanna, I'm not J-joking']

'Xaryan, I just called Bryle. He said Kalix is fine, '

['He's lying']

'Why would he lie to me?'

['He lies to you, maybe because you leave Kalix'] I heard him say from the other line.

'I'm going home' I said seriously.

['Yanna, You can't. Kalix will be angry with you when you go home, he does not want you to leave your dream just for him ']

'No' My stubbornness.

['Yanna please, Kalix will not like it when he finds out that you gave up your dream because of him']

'Fine, I'm not going home'

['Good']

'But can y-' I didn't finish what I was going to say when he ended the call.

Trembling I let go of my phone and touched my head.

"Kalix," I whispered softly to his name as my tears slowly trickled down.