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That night it rained. I woke up.

Besides me was an older man that was half nude. Staring at him soiled my mood and all sleep was gone.

I can't afford to wake him.

It was raining hard.

The roofs leaked. The situation more dare than that of yesterday.

Water filling the ground.

I saw a big clerid in the plate scribbling the remaining from last night dinner . I watched it. Picked it and crunch it.

Then place it within the dish and keep it with other dishes.

The older man waked up .

Our bed was wet.

The rain was falling. Our empty drums were filled as my dissatisfied to life was overflowing. I want to be wealthy and to be famous.

I hated this life of mine.

The rain fell under the night in the dark woods that surrounded me. The only lit was from the house.

From the half melt candle from three day ago.

I walked inside.

My father knees before the candle. He was counting his wages. It was about 7 dollars and 23 cent.

Dad beamed.

He noticed me and made a gesture.

I walked forward, I laid on the ground and curl from my insecurities. It was cold but I worn nothing but undies.

He rubbed my hair leaving a liner warmth.

" Here..." He gave me 5 dollar and I refused. He gave me the 7 but I refused but he force them into my hands.

" Sleep."

With a lukewarm feeling in my heart.

Was he going to abandon me like mom.