maybe the worst or the better.

Alex put Calista on bed .

" You don't have to pity on me " Calista remove Alex hands from her .

" I'm just helping you " he says, his voice is low and calm.

" Get out " Calista order, is more like shout..

Alex don't like dramas and he don't want to involve it them either, he walk out from Calista's room without asking anything.

Calista fist her bedsheet, blood is dropping from her palm , but the pain she is feeling in her heart is nothing infront of that .

" I will not let them live happily" her voice is Sharpe.

Her door open again , " I said get out Alex " she tilted her head , it's not Alex.

Jeremy is here , he is Calista's manager and body guard.

" I'm not Alex" he clarify it's more like irritation for him that other man was here .

Jeremy check her from up to down through his gaze , his eyes stop on Calista's palm , his muscles tighten in his arm , he make a fist to control his anger .

Before doing any moment Jeremy close his eyes and take deep breath to not react on anything.

" Fuck " He exhale his breath.

" What " Calista raise her head and glare at him , she already warn him to not use this words infront of her , and be polite.

Jeremy ignore her , and walk to her drawer, he pull out the medicine, and move back to Calista.

" I don't need this " Calista stand and about to move , but Jeremy hold her waist and make her seat again, he kneel infront of her .

" Larsen i Said I don't need this " calista repeat in loud voice.

Jeremy ignore her and start cleaning her wound, she close her eyes in pain .

" Sorry" he says without looking at her , his voice is soft like honey when he said sorry, the fear and worry in his voice.

" it's just a small wound you don't need to worry about me , Larsen" she explain him .

" I'm not talking about the wound " jermy voice is hard but still calm, he hide what he really wants to said or shout on her for what happened ' I'm not talking about the fucking wound I'm talking about you , your feelings your heart '-- after all he is just a manager or bodyguard for Calista.

He can't say , she can't understand.

Jeremy Larsen twenty nine years old, famous for his strength and power , a body guard who had protect many big famous people in the past , he is best bodyguard of Russo company , he was just a body guard when he start protecting Calista , but after some months she start giving him her work and he always do without any hesitation and complain.

He bandage Calista's palm , calista eyes was fix on him , the connection between them is hard to understand for both them , he rub his thumb on bandage.

" I want you to cancel every deal with MZ company and take our things from them right now, my every design and work ,my photos from their social media accounts , are you getting my point" the last word calista said with force.

" Are you sure, Ms volkov " he ask again for confirmation.

" Yes , in one hour"

He is still rubbing his thumb on Calista's bandage.

" I'm okay Mr Larsen , you can go now " calista pull her hand back.

" I'm not leaving" he look at up towards Calista's face .

" Larsen " she commented .

" I'm not going anywhere, right now " he said as command.

" You should rest now " He fix her bedsheet.

" I don't want to rest I want revenge " Calista said confidently, but he can hear the sad tone behind her words.

" We'll , first take rest"

" I said I don't need it "

" You need it " he comand, his voice is deep and sin .

" Larsen what you think you are " she shout in irritation.

" I'm your" he stare her deeply.

" What " calista react like she didn't hear what he said .

" I'm your bodyguard Ms volkov" he know she heard him , but she is ignoring, he also don't want to repeat himself and make the environment awkward.

" I don't want to rest " she argue and run to door .

Jeremy take a deep breath, he knows she is so stubborn but he don't have other choice , he run and stand infront of door .

"Ah, no way, you're not going anywhere. You're still recovering from your injuries, and I won't let you put yourself in harm's way" .

He carefully block her path, his arms crossed over his chest. His eyes lock onto her , a mix of concern and determination. "You're not going out there, ma'am. It's not safe."

As your bodyguard, it's my duty to protect you, but as someone who secretly cares for you, the thought of you getting hurt again is unbearable. I've seen the pain you've endured, and I won't let that happen again. The voice of his heart making him weak every time he is infront of her.

He take her arm, trying to steer her back to safety_ " Let's go to the hospital, or at least somewhere secure. You can't just rush out like this " his voice is straight.

" I don't want " she argue again like a five years old girl .

His voice drops to a whisper, a hint of emotion creeping in. "Please, don't make me worry like this. I couldn't bear it if anything happened to you."

" Please let me go Larsen " she request .

His eyes locked on her " No, ma'am. I won't let you go. You're not thinking clearly. You're still hurt, and going out there will only put you in more problems" he try to convince her .

His grip on her arm tightens slightly, but he is careful not to hurt her . He can see the determination in her eyes, but he is not backing down. "As your bodyguard, it's my duty to protect you, no matter what" he said in strict tone .

'as someone who... cares for you, I couldn't live with myself if anything happened to you. Please, don't do this', the voice in his mind continue distracting him.

His voice cracks slightly, revealing a hint of my true feelings. His is trying to remain professional, but it's getting harder by the minute.

" I'm your boss I'm ordering you , Larsen" she push him .

He absorb the push, his feet firmly planted on the ground. And his voice remains calm, but firm. "I'm sorry, ma'am. I'm not going to obey that order. It's not safe for you to go out there."

He take a step closer, his face inches from her "you're not thinking clearly, and I'm not going to let your emotions cloud your judgment. I've sworn to protect you, and that's exactly what I'm going to do " he said, his voice was heavy and deep .

_For a moment, their eyes lock, the tension between them palpable. Then, he add, his voice barely above a whisper " Even if it means going against your orders".

" I will fire you " she yell in irritation.

His expression remains calm, but a hint of emotion flickers in his eyes "I'm willing to take that risk, ma'am. Your safety is more important to me than my job " his calm words holding her nerves and making her more angry but little bit both of them know, she is not going to fire him .

He take another step closer, his voice low and urgent "You can fire me, but I won't leave your side until I know you're safe. I'll do whatever it takes to protect you, even if it means losing my job ". Calista glare at him and inhale deeply.

His eyes bore into her , his gaze intense 'You know why? Because I care about you, ma'am. More than just as my boss. More than just as a job ' his heart and mind fighting with him to said this on her face .

Calista stand there like statue while glaring at him.

He ignore her , and carry her into his arms. " You can fire me after tonight" he lay her on bed carefully.

It's not first time, he is lifting her like this, when calista went in partys and come out fully drunk he always lift her like this .

" You will stay here tonight ? " Calista roll her eyes on her own question.

" Yes Ms volkov, maybe you will need a big dick to forget about this incident so I need to stay here " he teas her while covering her with blanket.

" I was drunk" calista clarify, when she was drunk at the red night party ,and he was carrying her , she started touching his pant and dick from above the pant and said , * your dick to big , it's will be great medicine for me to forget everything* .

" Drunk people always say truth Ms.volkov" He laugh lightly

Calista throw pillow on him , and close her eyes.

He hold the pillow and seat on sofa while watching her .

" Are you really sleeping or pretending" he ask in teasing tone.

" Fuck you Larsen" she yell.

" You can't handle my little one, he is too big for you" his voice is dusky deep .

She throw another pillow on him .

" Good night" he said in little loud voice and pull out his phone...