A mistake an it shouldn't have happened

The morning sun peeked through the window and onto the two entangled bodies. Their eyes were closed as they were deeply tired from the night activity, and it could be seen on the face of the young man. 

Liang Chen was the first to awaken but stayed still as he was still in a confused state of mind. After staying like that for over 10 minutes, he started noticing the strange feeling on his body, the feeling of satisfaction. He could feel a tingling sensation on his arm, so he slowly turned his head to his right and he got the biggest shock. 

Doubtfully, he called out, "Huo Yi?!" But his voice was too loud as he woke the sleeping Huo Yi up. Meanwhile, Hou Yi looked confusedly at the man, and then it all came back rushing to his head. "He had sex with his crush!" 

He looked at the shocked face of Liang Chen and couldn't stop the guilt that overwhelmed his heart. He knew he could have stopped this from happening, but his selfishness overtook his sanity, he didn't regret it, but that doesn't mean he wasn't scared. He was scared of many things. He was scared Liang Chen wouldn't talk to him anymore, he was scared the person he loved would see him as a dishonest person who had taken advantage of his unconscious, and more than ever he was scared Liang Chen would send him away. 

Liang Chen looked at Huo Yi whose back remains turned to him, which gave him more chills. When he woke up and saw Huo Yi, he had thought they just slept on the same bed, but when he looked down and raised the blanket, he saw both of them were without any clothes, and he could see traces of the crazy actions on the bed, making him more speechless. He was someone who forgot things after drinking, so he couldn't even remember what went on, but he could guess he had hurt the young man by seeing how he was facing with his back. And the traces he left on the young man's back were so obvious. It looked brutal, so it was obvious he had drunkenly forced the boy. 

"I. I am sorry, Huo Yi. I didn't mean to…Shit!" Liang Chen apologized as he looked guiltily at the boy, but he couldn't stop his swear words from coming out when Huo Yi sat up and faced him. Huo Yi's eyes were red and swollen from crying, and his neck down to his waist was designed with scratch marks and bites. His mind went blank as he looked at the man, but who the hell could tell him when he became a beast? Because only a beast would rape a young man. And yes, he has concluded it was rape! Because only forced sex could look like this. 

"Don't look at me!" 

Liang Chen, who was ordered to look away by Huo Yi, immediately followed his orders, as he further confirmed he was at fault. 

Liang Chen cleared his throat, "It's my fault, I am sorry.." He apologized with his face still turned to the side as he avoided looking at Huo Yi. 

Huo Yi looked confused, he didn't understand why he would apologize when it was he who didn't reject him. He had told him not to look at him because he was shy, and he was scared to see the look of disgust in Liang Chen's eyes. But now he was more confused hearing the man Apologize. He had thought there would be an argument between them the next morning, maybe with Liang Chen blaming him for coming to his house, and he might even give the order to stay away from him. He was ready for it all. But he never expected him to apologize, so he didn't bother thinking.

He swallowed hard, "Why? Why are you apologizing?" he asked with his first clenched tightly, as his fingers pierced into his palm, but he couldn't feel any pain. 

Liang Chen sighed softly as he turned to look at the man. "You shouldn't have come. Though I can't remember what happened, what happened in between, and why I ended up forcing myself on you, I am sorry for hurting you." He said as he looked into the man's eyes and he apologized sincerely. 

Huo Yi who heard the man Apologize looked at him in shock, then suddenly his edgy body relaxed, his fists unclenched, then his body started twitching as if he was trying to reign in his laughter, but it seemed he couldn't hold it in any longer. 

 "Hahaha!" His loud laughter covered the house, expelling the gloomy air surrounding the room before. 

Liang Chen looked at Huo Yi who was a laughing mess, he couldn't understand how something this bad could make the young man laugh this hard to the point of tears. But thinking he might be so angry made him laugh this hard. 

"Are you okay?" He asked with a guilty look. His heart felt heavy as he felt sympathy for Huo Yi. He didn't know how the boy was feeling right now. Just thinking about how he might have struggled under him, begging for mercy with tears, he might have felt despair looking at the elder brother he respected who violated him, right? 

Huo Yi looked up after he was done laughing, though there was still a smile on his face, he shifted on the bed, then got down gently, but immediately he stood on the ground, he went still. 

"Hah!" He called out in pain. He felt like his ass was on fire, the pain went deep into his bones. He broke out in sweat as his body shivered from the pain. He knew he had been injured when Liang Chen unmercifully slammed into him last time since he didn't use lubricant for easier entry, and the fact that this was his first time didn't help him. 

"Huo Yi! Are you okay? Should I take you to the hospital to get checked?" Liang Chen asked worriedly, but all he received was a hard glare. 

He corrected himself, "Well… then you should sit for a while." Who knew he would be this wild? Though this was not the first time he had sex, as he and Huo Fei had been together for years, it was a normal occurrence to go wild during their lovemaking, but he had always made sure his lover was not injured in any way. But seems the drink and Heartbreak made his brain muddy. 

Thinking about Huo Fei, he looked at Huo Yi and couldn't help but say something wrong which he would regret later. 

He said seriously, "Can you keep this a secret? Especially from Huo Fei."