He let out a harsh breath, staying silent with his eyes blinking faster, then looked at me again, looking so anxious as if he couldn't bring himself to speak.
"I don't know where to start," he whispered.
I reached for his hand and held it. "I will always listen to you."
"But this is something that will change your view of me... Whether you like it or not, or whether you'll trust me less to have a future together," he said.
"No..." I shook my head. "After what happened last night, it's certain that whatever happens, we will have a future together. You chose me, and I accept that... That's the most important thing." I tried to reassure him, even though I still had doubts, but maybe this was better than him staying anxious.
"Shasha, I love you so much... I want to share everything with you..."